BOYS bolehh pergi mati

Yesterday, I called my only sister AINA. Lepas tengok Mood & status kat myspace, terus mengalir air mata. And call AINA sambil mengalir air mata :


"Aina, boys are so bad! They hurt me! Aina nak ke tengok hati Tika kene tumbuk dengan boys? Aina, Im feel so tired of this life"

I said all these words dalam satu nafas. And Aina yang agak baik yesterday, said :

"b sayang, kenapa ni? Ok Aina understand how hurt you are but life must go on. Aina pun pernah kene macam ni. Its ok sayang. Aina kan ada. Aina teman Tika sampai Aina mati keyh?

Thanks Aina. I love you :)

new life

"Zet, aku nak mulakan hidup baru lahh"

Aku pun tak tahu lah dah kali ke berapa aku ckp perkataan tu & sure Wan Zatul pun dah jemu dgr aku ckp cm tu. Betul tak Zet? Hurm jangan tipu aku! Nanti masuk api neraka -.-'

But kali ini NUR ATIKA BT JAAFAR yang lebih enak dipanggil QAQA (tak enak pun name ni),
akan berazam dengan bersungguh-sungguh akan mulakan new life :D

Ok murid-murid, mari kita lihat apa yg boleh diperbaharui :

DO :

1. Mulai sekarang, Atika akan memakai tudung supaya orang yang tak pernah nampak Atika pakai tudung, tidak dapat mengenali Atika.
2. Atika akan menukar nombor telefon bimbit (HAHA tak boleh blah). So, siapa-siapa yang mahu nombor baru Atika sila pergi ke kaunter pertanyaan. Terima kasih.
3. Atika hanya akan menjadi diri sendiri tidak kira bila & dimana walaupun tengah dating dengan prince idaman. Mungkin mulut ni menjadi lebih jahat ? Oh tidak, Atika akan berbaik dengan semua orang *smiling*
4. Mungkin Atika akan belajar dengan lebih gigih lagi selepas ni!
5. Kalau boleh Atika tidak akan bercinta(HAHA tak boleh blah lagi) dengan siapa-siapa. Tapi itu pun KALAU BOLEH kan Aina ? T.T

Hurm setakat ni sahaja kot list new life. Goodluck sayang* HAHA

Holiday tak indah seperti yg disangka

5 minutes before exam end semalam, I dah planned nak buat ape time holiday nanti. Wow, that is soo fun! This is my palnned yang I conteng atas paper geo yang peta sume aku tak boleh jwb HAHA :

MONDAY

Go shopping with my bff, Hanis & Wan Zatul & Halida & Amalia & Rasyiqah :D

TUESDAY

Online sampai cable Streamyx panas, yuhuuu :D

WEDNESDAY

Meeting for camp Solferino, then tidooo :D

THURSDAY

Dating timee! Yeay, dating dengan Shawal :D

FRIDAY

Shopping again for camp :D

ANOTHER WEEK

Camping time :D

Tapi kita sebagai manusia hanya mampu merancang *HAHA ayat sastera weyh* Holiday kali ini, memang busy dengan perkara-perkara lain seperti :

MONDAY

Search a song for the Malam Sosial & MPAB konsert

TUESDAY

Make a steps for the dance. Thank god, I dah banyak kali buat performance, Soo, its not too hard yeah.

WEDNESDAY

Show Teffiney and other members the step. Must teach them untill they get it. Ha ni yang payah -,-'

THURSDAY

Search camping's stuffs

FRIDAY

Really busy with Solferino

ANOTHER WEEK

Camping time !

Oh my god, I feel macam menyesal pergi gatal masuk camp T.T

He is mine HAHA

Hey, guess what? I got a new super bf. He's really handsome & his attitude really good! Bukan macam Abu yang suka sangat menjadi SO-SIAL! Halida & Atirah & I keep on fighting about this ALI!

Halida will said "Atika, Ali aku punya faham?"
Atirah will said "Ali aku punya!"
I will said "Ali ni aku punya. Aku tak rela dimadukan. So, korang boleh blah"

Here my Ali's photos. Omg soo cute ;D

*HAHA atikah tipu sahaja! Halida, Atirah, if kau nak sgt mamat nih, ambik lah. Tidak heran cause Atika & Abu bahagia bersama ;D*

Apabila budak-budak bercerita tentang wedding

Sejak kebelakangan ini, Aina and me jadi rapat and suddenly dah tak fighting macam biasa. Cik Joyah said it is a good thing that she wants to see :)

Act, I miss her! Tapi malu nak ckp kat dia -,- And I know that she miss me too. HAHA bukan perasan oke! Cik Joyah told me about that. Every day, she will said to Cik Joyah that she miss me. Oh *terharu ;p

Erm yesterday, she called me. Minah ni memang rajin call aku time die single :D

Aina call me and said:

Aina : Qaqa, have you watch love story video clip?

Me : Yup. Dah lame dah.

Aina : So, Aina ni ketinggalan zaman eh?

Me : Tika tak cakap pun

Aina : Ok whatever my lil princess. By the wayy, baju Taylor gile lawa. Its nice for your future
wedding *laughing*

Me : HAHA so funny.

Aina : Qaqa!

Me : What? Ok fine! Yeah thank you tapi Im still young untuk fikir about tuu oke ?

Aina : Still young? Dont be soo perasan! Hurm nanti aku nak kau pakai time kau wedding
dgn ex kau tuh. Sape name die? I dah lupee lah

Me : What the hell. Forget it. Ehm akuu nak kahwin dengan ABU. Emm tak nak la! Aku
nak kahwin dengan ALI. Handsome tahu?

Aina : Ish ape nii. ALI and ABU dah tua time tuu.

Me : Oh ehh?

Damn! Both of us gayut for 2 hours. HAHA kali ni bill telefon rumah I selamat XD
But Aina punye turn pulak! Bulan ni terlepas dari bebelan mama :)

Ehm, ni baju TAYLOR SWIFT yang Aina ckp tuu -,-

Boleh kee budak 13 & 14 tahun cakap pasal kahwin? -,-'

Akhirnya, dia menjadi juara

Semalam, I sure mesti semua member-member I batak nak tengok AF. Betul tak ?? Jangan tipu =,= Saya pun begitu dongg* Bangun pagi jeh terus cakap kat semua orang yang ada dalam rumah No.7 ni :

Kepada abah :

"Hari ni tv milik Tika. No sports channel okeyh?"

Kepada mama :

"Hari ni tv milik Tika. No TV3's movie okeyh?"

Kepada Azman :

"Hari ni tv milik Tika. No cartoon networks okeyh?"

Kepada Afif & Adam :

"Hari ni tv milik kak Tika. No disney channel okeyh?"

Kepada Bibik :

Hari ni tv milik Tika. Nggak boleh tengok Aruna okeyh?"

And tepat pukul 9.00 malam, saya seorang sahaja yang duduk depan tv *sedih* Family saya memaang sejak azali tak suka tengok AF except saya & Aina. Oh *terharu*


Saya suka Aril dan Aina suka Hafiz. Both of us siap berperang dalam telefon, siapa kalah ken belanja tiket wayang ;')

Time nak diumumkan juara, berdebar-debar gila la weyh *ceh, macam aku pulak yg masuk competition tu -_-"* Si AC pulak asyik membebel sahaja. Dan akhirnya HAFIZ jugak yang menjadi juara. Tidak mengapa Aril sayang, you tetap hebt ;D

p/s: Terpaksa keluar RM10.00 bayar tiket AINA T.T

HOMEWORK GIVE ME A FAKE SMILE

Every weekend, my teacher always give us A LOT of homework! But teacher said, for my own good. Yes, thank you teacher ^.^

Take a look of my homework :

Look of the thickness of each of the book -.-"

Firstly, we will learned SEJARAH. I hate!

Secondly, we will learned ENGLISH GRAMMAR. Sometimes I like it!

MATHEMATICS ? Never got "A" except for UPSR ;D

ENGLISH ? I love it!

SEJARAH AGAIN? No, thank you =.=

TATABAHASA? I must learned it. Halida selalu memutar balik kan TATABAHASA -.-"

GEOGRAFI ?I hate it!

Atikah & kisah bunkface bekas seniornya

Today, semua orang akan batak pergi ke AEON for hotfm. Same as me XD Pukul 5.20, sampai AEON. Thank god, bunkface tak perform lagi :D Ramai gila orang. Grrr! I dah la pendek. And panas panas! Nasib baik Shazwan ada. Boleh guna tangan streamyx dia. HAHA thanks btw. And memang dah agak dah, ramai mahluk sabahan ada. Oh my god, they are totally "menggelikan" =.=

Paan, you're the best. Sam ? Handsome sangat! Yg lain-lain aku tak minat =.=

To my beloved ; read this if you saw this

I never contact to my ex except for someone. I think he know about that. To him, read this untill the end. Can you?

Did you forget that I was even alive?
Did you forget everything we ever had?
Did you forget, did you forget about me?
Did you regret ever standing by my side?
Did you forget we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget about us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand?
Never again, please don't forget, don't forget
We had it all, we were just about to fall
Even more in love, than we were before
I won't forget, I won't forget about us
Our love is like a song
you can't forget it
you can't forget it at all
And at last all the pictures have been burned
And all the past is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget, please dont forget us
Somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song but you won't sing along
You've forgotten about us
Did you ?

After you read this, call me. I need you. Im too sick to face it. I'll wait your call.

1, 2, 3, 4, ILOVEYOU!

1,2 -
1 2 3 4
give me more lovin then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely gettin mad,im so glad i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy,as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
i love you.(i love you)
give me more lovin from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had.im so glad that i found you.
i love bein around you.
you make it easy as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)
theres only one thing two do three words four you.
i love you.(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three wordsand that's what i'll do.
i love you.i love you(i love you)you make it easy, its easy as 1234
theres only one thing two do three words four you
i love you(i love you)
theres only one way two say those three words
thats what ill do i love you(i love you)i love you i love you.
one two three four i love you.

Love story is my bedtime story

"Atikah, would you be mine?"

dulu, maybe senang for me to accept someone in my life. But now, its hard. I cant accept macam tu jeh. Tapi memang sejak azali I hate boys.

Because I still waiting for someone. He's my everything. I will study hard then masuk university and I will find him untill I get him.

Ok saya memang suka berangan. Jadi tidak perlu pelik apabila saya berkata demikian.

Back to our topic. I hope my love story will be like "my sassy girl the movie". Tapi yang American bukan Korean punya.

Or it will be a sad love story like "titanic". Uhm reject movie tu. I hope my love story takkan jadi macam "titanic" story. Nanti saya keseorangan bila boyfriend saya mati T.T

Or maybe it will be like "romeo and juliet" ? Omg, soo romantic. Faithful is the main thing in my love story.

I also hope that my love story will be like "bridge to terabithia". But movie tu so sad. Menitis air mataku. HAHA tidak kira apa pun love story kita, it will be so sweet ;')

Myraa thanks syg!

Dear Myraa,

Sys pun sayaaaang sangat kat Myraa. Teddy tu cute sangat! Ggggah, geram sys tengok teddy tuh XD HAHA mmuah mmuah too! I love you sayang ;') *terharu*

Why should I trust her ?

Because of bestfriend :

Saya tinggalkan my beloved boyfriend and let my heart to be hurt asalkan bestfriend saya happy. I let my tears to roll down every night just because I have broke someone's heart without reasons. I give a fake smile to my bestfriend asalkan dia tak tahu yang my heart was too pain because I need to durable the missing of someone who helps me a lot to live in this life. And now, I regret it. I tought I was stronger but Im not at all. I tried to be stronger but I cant.

My step-sister dah pandai menipu

Ok murid-murid yang amat cikgu kasihi. Mari kita baca bedtime story kita pada kali ini yee !
Sudah-sudah berangan la Atikah ! (Ini ayat mama -.-") Ok ok mari kita focus kepada bedtime story kita ;) Yesterday, Aina called me. Gggah, vibrate handphone saya macam menggegarkan katil pink saya ! Then, she said :

Aina : Hello stupid!

AMARAN KERAS : JANGAN PELIK APABILA AINA BERKATA BEGITU KERANA KAMI MEMANG BEGITU -.-"

Me : Yes bitch ?

Aina : Fucker! Dont call me bitch, monster!

Me : So what bitch ?

Aina : Uhh whatever. Atikah, I went for a date yesterday.

Me : Stop lying, stupid. Cik Joyah wont give you out for date!

Aina : Im serious!

Me : What kind of reason kau bagi kat Cik Joyah ha ?

Aina : Actually, aku bagi tahu yang aku keluar dengan kawan nak beli *tuuut* (pakaian wanita)
Macam kau bagi tahu mama dulu kan ?

Me : Ha ? Mane ada.

Aina : Liar! Aku ingat lagi. Dulu kau bagi reason tu time nak keluar date dengan ex kau!

Me : No, mana ada la double stupid!

Aina : Yes, you are!

Ok ok. Gggah! Geram gila. Mana boleh tiru reason yang sama!! Ok kepada Aina yang memang rajin singgah belog ni, if Cik Joyah tanya pasal secret date tu, jangan suruh aku cover okeyh ? Not my job and stop calling me that kind of nickname! Gggah!