The Last Song

Harlo,

Weh korang. Korang pernah tak perasan orang tu suka kat korang padahal orang tu tak suka kat korang walaupun cara dia macam suka kat korang? Normal kan sekarang benda tu? Kalau kita suka kat seseorang, kita akan try our best to get his/her attention. So, dia pun tunjuk signal 'green light' kat korang padahal dia tak pernah rasa apa-apa pun. Lepas tu, korang update belog cakap yang korang fall in love and dia baca. Lama selepas tu, dia pergi cerita dekat geng dia. Apa yang korang rasa? MALU KAN?!

Wah sungguh ku tak sangka. Mengapa orang seringkali perasan bahawa aku serious apabila aku menyukai seseorang? Sungguh menyakitkan hati. Tapi salahku juga. Nak suka, ramai-ramai. Betul cakap Zarin, idea ni hanya akan merosakkan manusia. Sekarang biarlah, aku sendirian. Kawan-kawan dan family kan ada. Hurm. Hatiku pecah berterabur di atas lantai. Harap kau bahagia bersamanya. Jangan cuba untuk memberi harapan palsu kepada ku lagi (ayatt dramatik) haha.

I'll be away for a week. My heart is broken. I will try my best to forget him and him and him. See, I admire many people. JUST FOR FUN but they have misunderstood it. FINE! 

I broke it again

Harlo,

Sepatutnya I kena pergi restaurant Zet tadi tapi bangun pukul 2 p.m. so tak sempat. Pukul 3 ada tuition. Itu pun datang lambat siap kena sound dengan Mrs Mohan lagi. Haha dah lah setiap Saturday datang lambat gila. I malas nak masuk class Geografi. I hate Geografi. Tapi takde lah macam Athirah. Siap conteng dekat tangan lagi : I HATE GEOGRAFI. Dah lah Puan Haslina tengah pregnant :') Tiba-tiba I excited nak tahu macam mana rasa orang pregnant. I watched Runway tadi. Diorang design baju untuk pregnant woman. Aha nanti Athirah will design for me (gatal*)

Okay hari ni je I dah cancel dua benda. First, yang pasal restaurant Zet tu. Sorry Zet. Tak sengaja. Tapi nanti kalau aku free aku pergi k. Don't worry makcek. Nanti aku promote dekat family aku. And second, I tak jadi ikut Halida buat kerja gila-marathon tengok movie. Kitorang ingatkan nak tengok 3 movies in one day. Haha tapi tak jadi, kecoh jeh lebih.

OhMyGhost: Emir pun menyemak nak start a new life, siap tulis kat FB lagi (angkat kening) Sibuk jeeer. Dah lah call orang buat suara babi. Haha mabuk -.-

I'm new

Harlo Carlotos,

I wish I can be a great friend. I want to be a good listener to them. I know they love me. Hey I want to start a new life. After this, I will be a busy-girl. Busy with the school, homework, family and friendship. This mid year exam is not bad. Okay it's really bad actually haha. Emir asked me to chill about  the papers. What-a-panda.

My new life will start tomorrow (cehh). Haha, I can't wait to go to Genting, kan Halida? It will be fun! Zet has a new restaurant in Subang. I will go there tomorrow. I wish her parents goodluck with the new restaurant. Talk about restaurant, suddenly I forgot about my business. Hurm. I really want it to success. I REALLY WANT IT! (muka sedih) Rasyiqah, Nadia and Athirah, please? Tsk. I know we can do it smoothly.

Emir and I are bestfriend now. And I dreamt about him lastnight. I love him and it was nice when he said he was happy to be with me. Grrr, he is crazy and yeah fine same as me. We're in the same head baby. I hope this will last forever. I just can't imagine my life without my bestfriends. I love them so much. Auuwwww* HAHA. Can I repeat it? I LOVE THEM SO MUCH and I hope they will the same way.

Bye, I need to study. Barlo!

You keep me in the dark again. Why can't you understand me? I miss you so much. But I know someday you will know the truth. And now, I just need Panda by my side. Panda, help me darling. I know you can cheer me up. Oh god. I'm stuck with him-AGAIN.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY

Harlo Carlotos,

Okay sepatutnya sekarang I tengah teman Panda pergi AEON beli present untuk Teacher's Day. Tapi terpaksa ditolak kononya nak study whole day hari ni cehh. Siap buat time table untuk hari ni. Dan sekarang sepatutnya tengah study Mathematics tapi nafsuku membuak-buak nak update belog. Wah ayat err*. Memang selalu macam ni, kecoh je buat time table tapi tak pernah sekali pun ikut bulat-bulat -.-

I tak tahu nak bagi apa kat teachers (sigh). Dah lah selalu bising dalam class. Sampai Manivanan and Lingges dah dapat predict bila I akan ketawa dalam class. Semalam Syarminie cerita yang dia terdengar Manivanan and Linggess gossip pasal I masa I kena baca kuat-kuat depan class.

Cikgu                                : Atikah, baca awak punya karangan.
Lingges and Manivanan : Kejap lagi mesti dia gelak.
Me                                     : (laughing)

Okay Manivanan and Linges hebat. Diorang dah tahu bila I akan ketawa. Setiap kali cikgu suruh I baca dekat depan, mesti I TERKETAWA. TER- maknanya tak sengaja. Kalau waktu Agama, I ketawa sikit dah lupa semua PAFA yang I hafal. Gedik betul kan? GRRR. Okay back to topic, nak beli apa yee? Huh. Kalau pergi AEON sekarang, nanti jumpa Panda, kantoi jer. Belikan Card dekat Memory je lah. Bye.


HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY, teachers. Sorry kalau saya tergelak kuat sangat. Sorry kalau saya selalu masuk lambat. Dah lah masuk lambat, lepas tu popet je dalam class. Sorry okay. I love you teachers. Mari kita kiss pipi. Mmmuah mmuah *gedik

Panda sayang

You make me feel better. Haha thanks, bestfriend-lah sangat. Okay tadi I terharu gila. I don't know why. You make me laugh like there's no tomorrow. You make me smile when I feel there's no one who can understand me. I do really appreciate it darling.

I know you can be my true friend someday, I mean my true-boy-friend. Okay faham? Tak faham sudah. I love you tapi I sayang my girlfriends more. I love you 5!

When the going get's though

Harlo Carlotos,

Yeay finally dapat update belog yang boring ni -.- Huh penat gossip dengan Emir (cehh). Dah lah hyper gila, benda tak kelakar pun gelak. Excited gila budak ni. Weh I really really really nak pergi Genting. Kalau nak pergi dengan family, mesti tak jadi. Semua orang busy. At least pergi dengan diorang best lah jugak. Boleh enjoy haha. Maybe boleh kut. I pergi pun sebab Rasyiqah and Syuhada. Ha yelah sebab Emir jugak err. My super best friend forever and ever eiu okay tak termasuk Emir. Okay kesian, termasuk Emir.

My life is geting hard now and sometimes boringg. Jasper, it's over baby. We're not meant to be together kan? You're just my friend, I cannot give you more. I can but my heart keeps saying 'no' to you. Im sorry baby. Sorry okay. Let me tell you the truth, I love him not you. I'm waiting for him, forever I will. Please help me. I need some ideas to have fun. Girls, bila kita nak hangout? I'm stuck in this house. Help me.

Fashion

Okay sekarang takde air dalam rumah ni. Boring gilaaa, takde mood nak buat homework. Kenapa sekarang I kuat memberontak? Tapi normal kan? -.- haha lantak aa.

Omg, this bag really makes me breathless. Kalau tak silap aa, this adorable bag yang I nampak dekat Suria KLCC. I have to get 8A's kalau nak dapat, errr I wish I can. Yes, I can (semangat) okay gtg. I want this bag I want this bag I want this bag.

missing stars

I can never really tell you why



I've been missing you a lot


And I just have to take another look of your photo in my wallet


And there's no reason why I keep your chain by my side when I sleep


Pretending you were never really gone






Its like a missing star that always ends up in your sky


Its like the rainbow never comes after the rain


Its like the sun never rises in every of your morning


How am I supposed to live without those things


they are all you