I promise you I won't leave you forever b. You know what, I MISS YOU SO BAD :')

GENTING 2010

Auw, suddenly I miss Genting so bad. We having so much fun at there. I want to go back :( Tsk. Aha. I still remember first night, Halida jer tidur nyenyak gila. Yang lain semua tak boleh tidur. Tehee, and then Amalia, Frodo, EE, Afiq and I went to Mcd and I lembap gila makan. I took an hour just to finish a burger. Diorang pulak dengan sabornya menunggu haha. Esok malamnya, we went to Kedai Mamak. Seriously Kedai Mamak paling bodoh -.- Lepastu Amin masuk bilik kitorang and I dengan kecohnya jerit-jerit sebab kaki I cramped. Ah stupido. Rasyiqah and I lari-lari cari Amalia padahal Amalia dalam bilik Frodo. And ternampak EE sexy tak pakai baju. Tumbuk Azmir yang badan macam tilam. Gebuuuu :B Last day, Athirah's bad day. Earing hilang, iron patah haih macam-macam. Haha. Seriously I miss all that :')

And the most akward things-Rasyiqah yang suka merepek. Black paper jadi Balik paper and Take away jadi Take care. Haha. Oh yeah and don't forget Abang Biru yang pandang I lain macam. Dah kena dngan Frodo pun macam ntah pape lagi. And EE slept on my shoulder. And and lepak Starbucks online sampai pagi. Minum benda sama 3 days berturut. And kita jumpa Aizat AF. And kita Omigle dengan Justin Bieber. And I buat Wishing Well 3 times and guess what, termabul!!! You should try it okay. And Halida tidur cakap sorang-sorang. And naik Airspace buat kita takde bontot. And naik roller coster. And naik Boat Air Busuk. Auww. And lepak depan bilik hotel sampai kena sound dengan orang sebelah. And Halida, Nana, Frodo and I buat gelak buang kahak sampai sekrang dijadikan wisel netball game bodoh. And and and Ahh banyak sangat 'and'. Banyak benda nak share tapi tak tahu nak mula dari mana :')

GENTING, I MISS YOU BABY.

*sigh

Kenapa baru sekarang?
Kenapa tak dulu masa aku tengah bebas?
Kenapa tak dulu masa aku tengah mengharap?
Kenapa tak dulu masa aku tengah menangis?
Kenapa tak dulu masa hati aku lenguh?

Pertanyaan demi pertanyaan yang bermain dalam kepala otak aku sekarang. Jangan memberi harapan boleh? Please. Aku merayu. Dan kau. Perlu ke kau sibuk? Dulu masa dia tengah tunggu kau, kau gantung dia macam orang bodoh. Bila dia dah ada aku, baru lah kau gedik balik. Kenapa setiap kali macam ni? Dulu pun begini. Bila dah takde apa-apa takde pula nak macam dulu. Apahal dengan Manusia 2010 ni?

Kau. Jangan pelik bila orang kutuk kau show off. Memang kau show off pun.

Lagi seorang manusia ni, gaduh tak selesai masalah. Aku bukan marah kau sebab kau belasah dia semalam, tapi sebab kau membesarkan perkara. Lepastu aku free kena. Aku kalau boleh taknak masuk campur. Sumpah aku cakap, aku boleh menangis kalau dia gaduh lagi. Nak tahu kenapa? Sebab aku taknak dia terhempit dalam masalah bodoh macam ni. Dan aku taknak disebabkan korang semua, kitorang dah tak rapat. Our friendship is forever okay.

Oh ghost, things are getting harder now.

Hari Bergelak Tawa

Harlo, hakalah Title dah tak boleh lagi haha. Finally exam is over! I did quite well this time cause if I get 8As I will have a new handphone. My Nokia is suck. I have to use earphone if somebody call. What a loser.

So today is such a wonderful day. Hehe only Rayiqah, Halida, Athirah knew it. I was stupid wondering what to do next. Oh ghost, lets forget about it. I got a cute Panda Bear from EE. Oh the bear is so cute :') Thanks! We watched Street Dance. Awesome man. I can take some steps from the movie. Tapi tak focus sangat lah haih. Dah cinema dia mcm kecik semacam. Pelik gila. Tak sejuk but I menggigil haha cacat. Tak focus sebab melayan EE disebelah. Kesian Rasyiqah di sebelah.

Then lepak Black Canyon about an hour. I kan kura-kura so lembap sikit makan. Haha I'm sooooo happy lately. I don't know why. My bestfriends-they are the best, they make me happy. Thanks "bies" :)

OhMyGhost: Halida taught me a lot about *tuuut* haha. Bodoh gila -.-

monolog dalaman

Atikah, kau jangan berangan boleh tak? Kau boleh ke hidup tanpa dia? Ah of course boleh. Eh tunggu, aku tak pasti lah. Exam lagi berapa hari ni. Kau dah study ke? Belum .. Dah tu, kalau belum, boleh lagi layan dia. Kau ni kenapa? Kau couple pun kena lah study jugak. Tak, ni bukan masalah couple ke tak. Ini masalah diri sendiri. Okay fine, aku takkan tegur dia untuk seminggu ni. Focus on my study. Okay harap kau berjaya Atikah. Okay bye.

Masakan #1

Harlo,

Today I buat double post yeah. This entry and "I'm fat" entry. So last Wednesday, I cooked Mee Goreng for my Chef EE! Sepatutnya dia yang kena masak untuk I cause dia kan nak jadi chef. Hekeleh chef lah konon. Tehee. I should give name for that Mee. Errr hah how about Mee Goreng Fobolos? Yeah it sounds sweet. Check it out bebeh; Mee Goreng Fobolos!

Uuuu, tapi kenapa macam comot gila periuk ni? Haha. Thanks for who compliment my Mee Goreng Fobolos teheee *bangga*. I'm so excited because this is my first time I cooked for myself & my EE.

Those who knows me better, I know for sure you want to see how my kitchen looked after I cooked it right. Yeah unfortunately photo tak dapat upload BOOOOO. Haha BARLO!

I'm fat

Harlo,

Dear belog,

I'm fat now. I don't know why. Tsk maybe I was happy lately and I ate too much of food. That's why I hate when I'm in love. I will eat and eat and eat until I realize how fat I am now. Stupid girl. You shouldn't do that okay. Okay now what? You want me to jog around Taman Rakyat? Oh my, please. I'm so tired. Hurm who will accompany me to go there?

Oh maybe this is not love's fault. Abah bought Nasi Lemak every morning for us. Non stop for two weeks. Yeah hell so it is Nasi Lemak's fault. I should eat cereals every morning. Starting from this day, mom has to buy me more cereals and milk for my breakfast! :B

I need to lost my weight at least 1 kg before Hari Raya

UPDATE #1

13.07.2010

MY BOYFRIEND IS MY BESTFRIEND. SO? HAHA OBSESSED KE SEKARANG?

I got some LoveJoys!

Harlo,

Hai semua waduh rindu bangat sama belog cacat ni (indon) haha. Okay sejak akhir-akhir ni I dah bertukar menjadi Indon. Fine back to our topic. Forgot to tell you, I got a new husband. Sorry tak jemput semua datang our ceremony, nanti takut Paparazzi datang (buat hidung busuk). Our honeymoon punya photo pun tak upload lagi. Pendrive dekat Syuhada kan? Haih minah ni tak boleh lembap lagi ke doh? -.-'

And Emir is so kind. He bought me some LoveJoys (new nickword). Check it out bebeh wehuu :

I got a musicbox! Finally me dream comes true. I pernah imagine that my boyfriend will give me a musicbox. And and I got a LoveChain. Hehe. Emir tersangat lah gedik eh sweet ambil kotak chocolate Rasyiqah yang Amirul Afiq bagi semata-mata nak letak rantai tu. Ceh konon sweet lah en. But I do really appreciate it. Thanks lah yee Mabuk :') Tengok, I dah terharu tsk.

But Emir, I don't need all these if you want to steal my heart. Coz you had done it since the first time I met you. I love you so much :')

True love

True love does exist? Hurm should it exist? Emir told me an interesting story. It was about a true love. True love? Ya, mari kita translate - Cinta sejati. Haha okay mari kita jiwang -.-

Kakak Emir kenal husband dia since secondary school. So how about me? Okay, I rasa this relationship boleh jadi cause he's kind. I mean, Emir tak pernah marah I selame I jadi bestfriend dia. Dalam relationship ni, I yang cepat marah bukan dia. Entah lah. Lately ni, I selalu marah-marah. Tension, stress, pressure, whatever. And of course Emir yang kena tempiasnya. Eh cute pulak ayat 'tempias' haha. A few hours ago, dia kena marah lagi dengan I. Pity him. And yet dia tak pernah balas balik. As usual, he makes me laugh! Grr. He's so funny, really funny. He gave me a box of chocolate. He said he will give me a chain and a musicbox. Oh ghost. Dia dah beli semua tu cuma tak tahu bila nak bagi. Maybe dia dah buang rantai Aliff or dia pakaikan kat rabbit dia yang ada mata macam I ==> 0.0

This morning, he woke me up err around 8.30 a.m. But I fall asleep again. Teheee. Okay sekarang siapa jaga siapa? Bukan perempuan kena jaga lelaki ke? Eh salah. Lelaki kena jaga perempuan. Wah gentleman nye dia (ayat batak, gedik). He said, sebab I dia dah jadi matang. MATANG? Ayat sungguh tak boleh blah lagi haha. Last Thursday, I had a fight with Hisyam Pendek. Luckily, Emir tarik tangan I. Kalau tak, haihh Hisyam dah kena free slap from me tahu. And hell, I akan dapat free mata penalti from Puan Mary. Thanks to Emir. Lepas ni, I kena sabar menghadapi dugaan from Hisyam. SABAR ATIKAH SABAR!

Heh lenguh. Okay last. This wednesday, maybe Emir will make Nasi Goreng for me! I can't wait :B

I LOVE YOU SAYANG, I WON'T LEAVE YOU. 

I HATE YOU. I WISH I CAN GO BACK AND ERASE THEM . I KEEP THINKING ABOUT YOU LATELY AND I DON'T LIKE IT. I'M SO SORRY ABOUT YOUR CHAIN. I DIDNT MEANT TO DO IT. YOU'RE HAPPY WITHOUT ME AND I KNOW I CAN DO IT TOO. SO THANKS FOR EVERYTHING AND YEAH JUST FORGET ABOUT WHAT WE'VE BEEN THROUGH BEFORE. I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, I LOVE YOU BUT WHO CARES RIGHT.