I've changed

I'M NOT A STRONG PERSON ANYMORE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM. HE'S MY EVERYTHING. I WANT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY UNTIL MY LAST BREATH. IT'S HARD TO BE STRONG LIKE 'JACOB BLACK' NOW :(

Harlo,

I pretend to be like nothing happen  when he coughed. Hah, actually I feel very very sad. I don't know why. What can I say? He's my everything. I  can't imagine my life without him. Seriously I wish I can be by his side when every time he's ill. Give him the best to make him feel good again. Make sure that he can smiles again.

I miss him. Hurm. I hope he will be fine soon.

Food poisoning again -

Harlo,

I didn't sleep well last night because I had a terrible stomachache. Gila ah. Plus, Emir can't accompany me because he didn't have credit to call me. Argh. So this morning, I went to the nearby clinic.

Doctor : So Atikah what's wrong with you?

Me       : (Silence for a few seconds) Sakit perut

Doctor : Sakit perut macam mana?

Me       : Muntah

Doctor : Okay. Since when?

Me       : (sigh) Last night

Doctor : Okay. I will give you .... blah blah blah

I don't know why it was so hard for me to open my mouth. And I saw a cute baby girl. Oh Coach, so cute :')

Next, is for Emir. Emir, I love you so much. But I don't know why I don't trust you. I'm too afraid of losing you. I can't imagine my life without you. You always there when I need you. You're different. You complete me. Only Allah knows how deep my love for you. Tsk promise me that we won't fight anymore.

Barlo

Afif's 7th Birthday

Harlo,


I just come back from having dinner at Secret Receipe, Tesco. I ate Lasagne - again but I didn't finish it - again. Haha stop using that 'again' -.-

So today is my lil bro's birthday. He's 7 years old now.

I still remember when Afif was otw to born. Haha it's quite fun! We were too excited of having new lil brother :')

Lasagne nyum nyum I LOIKE <3



Oreo MilkShake. Tapi last-last tak dapat nak ambik Oreo nya sebab licin ke ape ntah. Hah straw tu dapat ambik so takkan nak ambik pakai tangan kan -.-



Breathless

Nah, I fall in love with this cool Coach Poppy Handbag since I saw it a few months ago at Suria. UUUUU I loike ! I want this handbag so bad :'(

We used to be fine right?

Harlo,

I still remember the first time I saw you. And how you used to be my 'sister'. We were so fined. I removed doesn't mean I hate you. I talked bad about you doesn't mean I hate you. I don't hate anybody in my life. I'm so sorry for what I've done to you. Yes Nurina, thanks. I have to apologize to her and now up to her.

Maisarah,  I'm so sorry. Oh bukan Sarah je yee. Siapa-siapa je lah yang terasa dengan I. Tak sengaja and lagi pun kita tak boleh nak semua orang suka dengan kita sebab kita pun bukannya suka dengan semua orang. For me, let bygone be bygone. I love you guys. And Hamis sekarang I dah try faham. I tahu you busy dekat MRSM. You're my bestfriend forever.

AGAIN, I LOVE YOU GUYS. All of you are awesome, my girls.

Harlo,

Bangun pukul 10 dikejutkan oleh Emir yang setia meng-kejutkan aku setiap pagi. Namun mata masih belum boleh terbuka. Pedih mungkin akibat berjaga membelek IKEA malam tadi. Kalau lah boleh aku mahu semua nya. Haha. Tamak.

Pukul 1 bangun semula. Menonton MELODI dan baru teringat BARBIE DIARIES. Bosan. Baca paper yang dibeli oleh Mama. Bosan. Mengambil keputusan untuk ber-gayut di hp. Membatalkannya. Emir mungkin sedang study. Takpe. For his future kan. Bosan. Mandi untuk 1/2 jam. Masuk ke bilik semula. Bosan. Baring. Bosan. Apa lagi buka laptop dan membaca belog kakak-kakak yang akan menghadapi SPM. Oh goodluck Kak Muss , Aunty , Leyna . Aunty & Kak Muss, I miss both of you. Alelelee, dah lama tak gelak sama-sama. Goodluck.

Okay sekarang aku kena study. Gila, dua minggu tak sentuh buku. Haha jangan cari pasal dengan Abah lah weh. Okay bye.

Tahap Kritikal

Harlo!

Okay baca ni okay! Sumpah sekarang I tengah kebosanan yang gila tahap kritikal. Sepatutnya hari ini merupakan hari bersuka ria bersama-sama yang tersayang di Sunway. Oh Sunway. Tsk. Oh Halida, maafkan I yee. I tahu you pun sama nak berkasih-sayang bersama-sama Rabbit tersayang. Senasib lah kita. Dah berapa minggu dah tak jumpa haih. Tsk sekali lagi SORRY ye.

So tadi pagi, pagi yang sungguh tak aman tsk. Perang dunia dengan Emir. Sekarang Emir mesti tengah berseronok di AEON seorang diri T.T meninggalkan 'awek' tersayang seorang diri. Eh kejap. Perlu ke guna ayat 'awek' sekarang? Macam Rempit jer. Berkat doa Aliff yang cakap I minah rempit lah  ni. Kuang hajak. Apa, pakai track suit pun kena minah rempit? Apa dosa nye pakai track suit? Hah tengok ter-over -.- Okay takpe I redha.

Back to topic, I tak puas hati lah Emir pergi AEON seorang diri. Nanti kalau Emir kena tackle dengan Aunty Toilet tu macam mana?Oh Aunty Toilet. Hah dulu I pergi AEON. Tiba-tiba Aunty Toilet tu tanya "Kenapa pakai tudung?", errr perlu ke dia tanye soalan sedemikian dekat I. Apalah Aunty Toilet tu. Tak 1 Malaysia langsung heh.

Seriously I macam orang gila dekat rumah ni. Nak study pun takde semangat. Padahal End-Year Examination dah nak dekat. Waduh. Kena dapat at least 6As pun jadi lah. Kalau turun buat malu jer. Perlu ke PPD buat soalan sekarang. Tzzzz haih. Maybe start Monday ni I study betul-betul balik. Dah tak boleh call lama-lama lagi. Mcj pun agak-agak lah. Or hah start 8 p.m I off phone sampai I habis study. Lepas habis study, baru lah boleh on phone. Cehh kalau cakap boleh lah *sedar diri

Okay lah. I nak tidur. Sebentar lagi pergi ke rumah Syuhada tersayang then ke rumah Amali tersayang oh seterusnya lepak Taman Rakyat bersama Emir tersayang. Bye-bye ;)

Boonga Shoes

Tadi boring gila, so I searched for Boonga Shoes. Fuyoh cantik :B Tak sabar tunggu Abah balik, mintak duit nak beli Boonga Shoes yang kat atas tu *muka excited



I miss your touch that makes my heart stops

I miss your eyes that makes me feel like you're the one for me

I miss your ears that makes me wanna say 'i love you' thousand times

I miss your smile that makes me melt

I miss your laugh that makes me happy

I miss your lips that makes me feel I want to be with you forever

I miss everything about you baby. I want to be with you all the time. You will be mine forever :-*

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AWAK

Harlo,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Sorry lah kalau terkasar ke terasa hati ke. I mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. Lagi-lagi untuk orang-orang yang tengah sakit hati pasal I. I'm so sorry. I pun dah maafkan korang :')

So this year balik JB tanpa EE disisi. Cehh haha. Macam selama ni dia ada. Takpe, jauh di mata dekat dihati haha ayat dah tak boleh nak blah lagi. First raya, penat gila nak mampus. Balik kg Sedenak was quite boring. Malam tak keluar mana enjoy tengok movie. Second Raya pergi rumah Aunty Ina. Her daughter gilaa comel. Geram :B tapi urm sikit-sikit nangis. Gedik haha. Then pergi rumah Aunty Betty Benafe. Dah lama tak jumpa dalam tv -.- We were having so much fun on that night.

Haha semua nak PURPLE -.-

Again, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. Nak datang rumah, call dulu yee.

Harlo,

Bila nak raya ni?

Okay kejap. Apahal belog ni macam sakai laut gila?! Arr okay honestly lah kan I malas and tak pandai sangat nak edit belog ni. Kalau desperato sangat pun maybe mintak tolong Hamis , Athirah or Zarin yang buatkan sebab mereka-mereka semua ni PRO haha.

Back to our topic *cehh. Haih bila lah nak raya ni? Tahun depan baru raya, 2 tahun lagi baru raya -.- For this year I sempat beli empat baju sahaja. Itu pun tak beli seluar, shawl and kasut lagi. Mom said I tak payah beli kasut lagi because haritu I baru beli kasut dekat KLCC. Tapi hah I need high heels. Oh yeah  baru teringat baju kurung tak beli lagi. This year pakai sama warna dengan Emir and Athirah ; purple. Hah emir punya favourite colour.

SHITTTTO MUKA I HITAM ARRRRRRR