Yes, everytime i try to move on, you're always right there. Why? Well as you said, you have your new life now, right?

My conversations with Amili and my girlfriends keep playing in my head

"Come on, dia tu takde future."

"Atikah, he doesn't deserve your tears. Move on"

"Dia tu hopeless. Useless. Tak boleh pakai"

"Kalau dia kaya, maybe dia ada future. Weh kau menyesal nanti"

"Move on, Atikah. Move on"

But i know no matter what happens, Allah is always beside me. Always :')

Francisco #2

This is a short note for her.

Eyy how are you, sis ? I miss you. Jumpa hari-hari, tapi kita tak cakap. Pandang pun kadang-kadang nak kerek je kan. But i miss you. I miss us. Eyy remember how youu used to be my 'kakak angkat'. Those memories are so beautiful. And you're the only person who call me "Ika".  Lepastu kita makan aiskrim neighbour sebelah aku sama-sama. Oh i know your favourite flavour! And kau selalu belanja aku buat rambut? Hew hew. Oh lepastu kita pergi pasar malam , and ada aunty tu cakap kita macam siblings. K, tu memang ramai cakap  -.-

And kau ingat Adila? Lepastu kau ingat tak kau teman aku date dengan Aliff? We watched cerita hantu paling sakai. Hmm apa lagi? Oh oh aku ingat lagi kau buat open house and aku sleep over dekat rumah kau.

Haish too many memories between us. I miss you, my sister. Aku tak tahu kenapa dengan kita   :(

NOW TELL ME THAT YOU MISS ME TOO! TELL ME! TELL ME! Tsk T.T

PMR Trial 2011

Harlo evelibadi,

So .. hmm haih *long sigh

I got 6A and 1B and also 1C for my trial. Damn it. I got C for my Maths. The last exam before trial, I almost got A. I don't what the hell was wrong with me during the trial. I was sick, but I cannot blame my sickness.

I'm very dissapointed with myself. If I could, I will cry. But there's no point crying over it. I hope I will get A for Maths in the real PMR. I really hope.

That's all for now. Barlo!

I found this song in the Youtube. And honestly I'm crying because this song really suits my situation right now.

You don't wear my chains ~

Barlo

Barlo

Raya 2011

Assalamualaikum, kalau tak jawab dosa, kalau jawab sayang.

K whatever aku copy Maria Elena, pahal?! Tak puas hati meh one-by-one. Hew hew.

Serious, malas nak rotate. So, this is my family time Malam Raya. Or .. one night before Malam Raya. They were watching football. Whatever ..

Selamat Hari Raya, everyone. Stay glamz. Barlo!