Good Bye 2011

"Tunggu I sampai I habis SPM"

"I rasa I suka dekat you balik"

"Please, move on. I dah ada new life I"

"Atikah Jaafar, congrats. 8As!"

As much as I hate 2011, but I swear that I'm gonna miss this year. 2011 taught me to be positive, confident and have faith in life. 2011 is the roughest year ever in my 15 years life. But still, I met a lot of awesome people who loves me just the way I am. And I feel very grateful for that. 

My 2011 started with a bullshit. 1/1/2011, my ex left me hanging just like that. He asked me to wait for him. I waited for him. While waiting for him, I kept myself busy just to forget about my pain. Studies, friends, Tumblr, Blogging and Twitter helped me a lot in this situation. I cried myself to sleep. Cried, cried, cried and cried like there's no tomorrow. I hate waiting. I thought he was worth to wait. But I was wrong. He is not worth it. At all.

I studied hard for my PMR. I wanna be a doctor, and I know PMR is the beginning of my dream. I wanna go away from Andalas. Far away from Andalas. And yes, I got 8As for that. Alhamdulilah. 

After PMR, I spent my time with my girls. And I met my boyfriend. I met Adi. They are way better than my ex. I feel stupid. I feel stupid for waiting for him. Nehhhh, what-a-great-lesson huh. 

And now, 30/12/2011, as I'm writing this post, I'm smiling. Smiling, smiling, smiling and smiling. Everything seems possible right now. Thanks 2011. I really do hope that 2012 will be much more awesome. I can't wait for my birthday and Foster The People. 

Barlo

Extreme is fun.

Harlo

longboarding. from syaza nadhirah on Vimeo.

I'm skyping with Didi right now. Hehe and ummm mood for blogging tiba-tiba membuak. So yeay here is me right now! Okay fine whutever. 

Back to my main story~ I came to Nana's house this evening. We had a lot of fun at there with her lil bro. And mark my words, street surfing is fun! Really fun. I'm still trying to balance my body hewhew. But it's really tough. Banyak kali jatuh but heyy "hendak seribu daya, tak hendak seribu dalih" :p 

Okay that's all for now. Barlo~

Alhamdulilah

Harlo

One of my 2011 had finally came true. Yes, I got 8A's in my PMR!

When I remember back, I can proudly say that I really deserve this. Like seriously, I can't believe I can go through all those shits and tadaaaa I regret nothing. Those shits make me stronger. Those shits make me realize that whatever it is, study is more important. 

Thanks for those who always support me and help me.  I love you. And I always do.  Barlo

This is for the haters

Lol okay, I don't even have a hater. Everyone loves me :p But this song is really cool and amazing. And you know whuttt, he is a Malaysian. You proud, man? Oh come on, be proud. 

Barlo

I'm running out of time

Please take this as a serious issue, Athirah Roslee. Please. 

Happy 1 month!

Harlo

You know what? Being in a relationship is scary. There are many aspects to it. It takes trust, patience and understanding. It takes time. Sometimes, it comes with doubts. Am I good enough? Why I am so boring? Is he bored? Does he feel the same way? All these thoughts. It makes you harder. It makes you change things up. The thought of him not feeling the same. The thought of you feeling more for him than he do for you. It's scary. The thoughts of "it's going to be like the last time"  or the fear of losing them after coming so far. Just the fact at anytime, they can walk out for your life.  It's a pessimistic thought. But it's really true. That's why we all have to fight for love. We all have to break barriers and tear down walls for love. We change, lifestyle changes. Things we go through to keep what we have strong. It's all worth it, if you make it worth it.

Thanks for this 1 month, my love. I had a really good times with you that I could never forget. Even it looks like nothing, but it's something for me. Something that is worth to remember when you walk away from my life, one fine day. 

Barlo

Alia Ghazali

Harlo

This post is special for Alia Ghazali or so called Alia Gaga. Eh? 

Dear Alia,

Hai, I'm Atikah Jaafar, your gorgeous girl. Don't ever change. You are who you are. I know this sounds nothing, but please appreciate people around you. They will never be with you forever. Appreciate them as long as they are with you. The first time I knew you, I hate you. You, and your attitude. But days by days, I started to know who you are. The real of you.

A girl with boys' problems but I know you're trying to find your true love. Well you know what sweetheart, you don't have to. Your true love will come at the right time with a right reason and the right person. And I can feel that Hazmi is one of your maybe-true-love. But don't hope too much and please don't expect too much. You should just go with the flow of your relationship. Put your ego aside and be happy. Just be happy. If it's meant to be, then it will be.

Thanks for always be there for me. I don't know what else to say about you. Emm good luck with your new love-life. I love you. And I always do *hugs* Please cry after you read this :P Lol okay barlo!

Eh wait, you wanna know what is the real happiness? 

Now, that is the real happiness :') Ahaks. I hope by posting this, you will try to 'pujuk' Hazmi to bring us to Genting xD Please baby, please? lol

Oh pfffft, come on. Of course, I'm gonna be your girl :P Omg he is so hot. Can die ah liddis. 

Waloweh, insecure gila tengok Miranda Kerr ni. Haish this hot bish.. :3 Okayy off to bed. 


Barlo, everyone.

Harlo


So yeah I went to Aeon with Alia yesterday. It was quite fun. I met her new boyfriend, Hazmi aka Aliff Imran. Ahaks. His face looks EXACTLY like Aliff. Sumpah, tak tipu. And I met *drummm sounds* ...... my boy! Hehe, Alia and I forced him to follow us cause hell yeah I'm not going to watch Breaking Dawn alone -_- Don't you dare to ask me to watch that kind of movie alone k. 


We had our lunch at PastaMania. Lepak kat situ almost an hour. As usual, aku makan memang kalah kura-kura hihi. Alia and Hazmi suggested me to eat Lasagne so yeah I ordered it as my lunch. And last-last tak sampai setengah pun makan. Gelak, borak-borak je. After lunch, hehehehehe movie time baby! Like seriously, focus gila kot tengok Breaking Dawn. And my boy keeps asking me, "Eh you okay ke tak ni?" "Apahal you diam?" "Weyh okay tak ni?" "Jangan lah diam" -_- Oh come on my love, I'm trying to focus at Jacob! Shut the hell up.


After watching movie, went to Mcd for our second lunch. And here come to my favourite part of the day! I was eating Double Cheese Burger and oh my god I swear to god, ada bulu dekat cheese tu. Something like bulu ketiak O.o While Alia tak habis-habis dengan Air Coke yang ada darah HIV. Ya Allah, serious sakai.


Then, hantar my love balik. Hehe *muka gatal* lol. I held his hand and urgghhh I wanna hug him cause I miss him so much. But I just stay calm and watlek watcool watpeace whatever. Lepastu ehehehe *another muka gatal*, we met Taylor Lautner Andalas aka Hamqa. Lol k whatever. We went to Popular cause Mama asked me to find Ombak Rindu. Like seriously Ma, buku dah berzaman. Dah boleh tengok movie dah pun. And we accompanied him for his lunch. Had a really good time with him. Ahaks, he is funny. A very funny boy. 


Him : *trying to suap a hotdog for me*


Me  : Apa sial?!


Him : Nah lah.


Me  : Bodoh, dah lah hotdog


Hahahaha k if only you can understand what I mean :P Around 6, we went back to Mcd. Waiting for Hazmi's friend yang aku pun tak tahu macam mana dia kenal aku. Bla bla balik. Sampai je rumah, Mama cakap nak keluar KL. Say whuttt? I can't even walk anymore. Fell asleep around 11 something, and received a call from my love. Hehe. He is so sweet :')


I'm so happy with my life now. Kbarlo, everyone! Sorry for my Manglish xD