28 January 2012

Dreams #1

Entri sedih, hancur hati.


Allah sahaja yang tahu betapa hancur hati aku, bila aku dapat tahu aku tak dapat any of mrsm and SBP. I've studied so hard for this. 8As are kind of pointless for me right now.

"Sometimes you try your hardest, but things don't work out the way you want them to". Maybe takde rezeki. Insyaallah, I will still be a successful gynaecologist eventhough I have to continue my studies at Andalas. Insyaallah. Insyaallah, apa yang Puan Hazlina -> "Maybe Atikah will be a gynaecologist in 20 years from now" adalah doa. Amin.

Ya Allah, I can't stop crying. I want it so badly. Barlo


26 January 2012




HAHAHAHAHAHHAAHA ya Allah, so funny :')


Barlo

24 January 2012

Holiday = homeworks

Barlo


I'm doing my Bio Folio right now. Oh man, I feel like I'm in the university right now :p Feel so Dr.Atikah Jaafar. Lol. 



See the mouse over there? Hahahah my Mom bought a wireless one and all of us are so batak about it. Hahahhaha. 



*sigh* You know what, I miss Didi. He is in Malacca right now and having fun with his cousins. While me, bbm with Zarin the whole day since last night. So lifeless, I know. Going to The Wheels with the girls tomorrow. Yeay can't wait! Another girls' day out. How awesome we are huh? :p

Barlo


21 January 2012

Random post

Harlo

Hehe today is Kamil's birthday. Just done skyping with him. I sang a birthday song for him. 


Well, hai this is us! Making cute faces and laughing for the whole night. But this photo was taken on new year after I came back from KL. 

As some of my friends know, he is my ex. But we never loved each other more than just a friend. Weird huh? That's why we break the relationship and never thought our friendship will be so much awesome like this. 

We make jokes with each other. Silly jokes that only both of us know the meaning. We tell our problems together. The best part of our friendship is we can talk about our girl/boy with each other without any kind of jealousy at all. 

I still remember, he said "I doakan you dengan Tajul tau" lololol. And just know he wished "I wish Emir akan datang balik dekat you" for his birthday. Wtf hahahahaha. Whatever it is, Happy Birthday! You're my coolest ex ever. 

Barlo


16 January 2012

It's Over

Harlo


Yep our relationship is over. Kinda sad thing ya know. My life completely changed after you came. I started to be happy like I used to. Smiling and laughing with all your jokes and your awkwardness. 


I thought we were going to be different. I thought you were going to be different with me. But just wanna let you know, I may be mad at you. But somehow I really need to admit that a part of me misses you so much. 


Thanks for the movies, the jokes, everything. 


Barlo xx

14 January 2012

Sweet 16 #Part2

Harlo


The next morning, I walked into the hell (school) with a bright smile. Ahhhh, my face was shining, ahhhh just like Edward Cullen. Lololol okay. As I walked to the gate, I saw Jamil


"Good morning, Jamil. Harini birthday aku do"

"Eh yeke? Happy Birthday"

Saja jadi attention seeker. Athirah cooked spagethi for me! It was so...delicious. Nice cook, chef Athirah. I love you. And haha I met my crush, Lautner. He was behind me..

Him- "Ish sana lah"

Me- "Eh Lautner. Kau apahal? Birthday girl ni"

Him- "Oh yeke? Happy Birthday. Kau nak apa?"

Me- "A wish?"

Him- "What? A kiss?"

Hahahaha, and went home. And jeng jeng here come the best part of my life. Zarin and I got ready for my first international concert in my life! We were going to Foster The People's concert.Oh okay, nah, one of their songs..
WASTE

It's my favourite song! It's like the best song in universe ever. Nana and I got ready via skype. Hehe, and 1630 something, Zarin's daddy datang.And hmmm  naik KTM. Lepastu okay hahahahhaha time dekat KL Sentral, these two princesses tersalah train O.o Around 1800 something haa baru sampai KLCC.

Then terus pergi Bake Shop and Zarin bought a red velvet cake for me..


At first, we were so desperate for a lighter to light up the candle. We asked the uncles at there, but they were non-smokers. Feel proud of them. And tiba-tiba kakak tu cakap diorang ada lighter -.- 

Then after waiting for Azrin and my annoying serious perangai macam pundek kepala anjing ex, we finally masuk dalam Hall 4 tu. Aaaaaah time lari masuk dalam, I swear, it was THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD! Had so much fun at there. Foster The People is forever awesome, man! Mark Foster is like my dream boyfriend. He is so hot, so talented, his voice ahhhh awesome. Awesome, awesome, awesome and awesome.


Foster The People is the coolest band ever. For me, it's like my second Phoenix. Thanks, Foster The People for making my birthday, the best birthday ever. But I really wish Athirah and Nana were there too. 

For my last wish, I wish someone will tell me what he/she feels for me, and after the concert, Azrin bbmed me,

I thought you skype with the orang tersayang. I feel jealous. Argghh what's wrong with me. I'm ill. But maybe I start to fall in love with you. Today was a good day cause I dapat jumpa you walaupun sekejap. You stole my heart today. I know too early to talk about this but I just to be honest. You decide.

I was speachless. I didn't know how the fuck I supposed to react. I feel bad cause I don't really feel the same way too. But indeed, it was a very good night. Thanks for the wishes, hugs, songs and kisses, everyone. I love you. 2012? Almost perfect.

Barlo


Sweet 16 #Part1

Harlo

Hahahahah poyo nak Part 1. Omg last night was AWESOME! Okay okay itu Part 2 :p Still waiting for Zarin to upload the photos of my cake, my Foster Mark and my Azrin. Eh, my Azrin? Lol okay hehehe.



Sssup everyone? Hai, I can't believe that I'm a sixteen years old. This is the best birthday ever, man. I swear, it's the best birthday ever. I was so excited 24 hours before my birthday. While waiting for 0000 am , I skyped with Didi. He wished me and did 'ceramah' me too. Hehe but before that, things were so tight between both of us. He was being so cold at me. And me, acting strange will all the bullshits. Sorry, Didi. But trust me, you are the best boy-friend of mine. Forever. 

After skyping with Didi, he had to sleep early cause he really needs his sleeping beauty :p hehe, I skyped with Rafiq. He sang a birthday song for me. It was really...annoying. I got so many birthday wish this year. I mean, the sweet ones. All of them were so sweet. Shudi make a voice note of her singing a birthday song for me and sent it via bbm. 

Happy Birthday to you, teng teng
Happy Birthday to you, teng teng
Happy Birthday to Atikah Jaafar,
Happy Birthday to you.

Hehe the 'teng teng' were so cute. Her voice is so cute! Those who wished me in Twitter were so nice. I got so many fav wish. Wait..

Happy Birthday, Atikah. Belajar elok-elok so that jadi doctor. Kalau umur kau panjang boleh sambut baby aku nanti -Zarin via bbm.

Happy Birthday my lil unta. I love you, and you're the greates lil sister  I'd ever met. Indeed. Stay awesome, AJ -Kak Sara, via text.

Happy  Sweet16th Birthday, Gorgeous -Didi, via facebook. 

Hey Happy Birthday! Have a blast and party safe -dJ Nas-t via twitter

Happy Birthday, hope you will be enjoying the concert tomorrow. It's your best birthday gift ever- Ahmal via twitter

Aaaaah there were so many wishes that I love! If you noticed, dj Nas-t wished me!!!! Thanks to Zarin and kak Dba hehe. Oh, you don't know who is dj Nas-T? Umm how about Abu in KAMI? Yep, dia lah dj Nas-t. 

The next morning, I came to school with a bright smile. And... okay Part 2 :p

Barlo



08 January 2012

Page 8 of 366


This girl is turning 16, next Friday!


And she is going to Foster The People's concert on her birthday!!!! 

Barlo

03 January 2012

First Day Sucks, Man.


I slept at 12.40 am last night after watching Kim and Kourtney Take New York. The show was so cool. Kris was so fucking annoying. Lol. I received a text from my boy at 2 something. I can't even opened my eyes but nehh I'm a blackberry keypad's warrior :p Just managed to send one text and baaaam. Tidur mati. 

Woke up at 6.10 something. It was fucking early for me cause my sleeping schedule during holiday was so fucked up. Hehe. I had Boats and Birds song as my breakfast. Keep repeating the song until I left the room. The funniest part was, my bibik tersalah jahit lencana. Hahahaha Abah and I can't stop laughing about it. 

Arrived at school and yeay I saw Athirah and Syairah. I ran to them and bla bla hugs bla bla bla went into the hell (school) bla bla hugs the girls bla bla listened to Puan Jamy's sepatah dua kata which as expected turned into beribu patah kata. Lol. Ahaks. I got ST/1 for this year. Damn it man, it was boring. I want my Galaxians back *lap air mata* And hehe still, Galaxians control the class. Hasni as the leader, Syar as his assistant and me myself as the treasurer. 

Nothing interesting for today. It was boring as hell and hmmm the girls are just not my type of friend. Sorry. I hate you, ST/1. 

Barlo 

02 January 2012

It's Okay


I have the tendency to always say this when someone apologizes to me. Even when it's not okay, I still say it. Why? Because I don't want to push the situation further and further. I don't want to make it worse than it has to be. But you know what? IT'S NOT EVEN OKAY. What you did, it's not okay, and I'm not gonna pretend that it is anymore. I know that sometimes it's best to forgive and forget, but sometimes it's best to just forget. 

Barlo