5 weeks to go!

Harlo

Haha okay I skip school today. Dad woke me up at 6.30 am today which um was quite late because I normally wake up around 6 just to make sure I don't rush early in the morning. After scrolling through proudduck's blog for almost 2 hours (lol), I decided to continue my chapter 5 since the biggest exam is coming in 5 weeks. 

But anyway, I went out for my last date with Didi last Sunday.. In case if you're wondering who is Didi um well.......... he's not my boyfriend but we're back into our I-dont-know-how-to-describe relationship since a few months ago haha

I had to drive, alone, I repeat ALONE, to fetch him in somewhere around Kg Pendamar oh god the last time I went to his house with my girls was a nightmare hahaha we got lost and ended up in an unknown residental area where you could see an indian man with perut boroi standing and looking at us like he's going to kill all of us.

So, to avoid that nightmare ever again, he had to call me and talked to me throughout the journey to his house which means, I had to open the loudspeaker and talked to him while driving heh I'm such a badass huh huh huh. And I had to calculate the bonggols on the road out loud to let him know which lorong I had to enter.

"Okay baby I dah sampai kat bonggol.. 1.."

"Okay"

"2!!!" "3!!!" (until 9)

And soon we arrived at the Aeon, yes Aeon (my dad won't let me drive to Setia city, too many lorries, he said).....we parked at the basement just because I hit a palang while trying to park my car at the outside -___- Thank god my side mirror didn't break hahaha or else I must be dead right now.

We were supposed to watch Kick Ass but the movie started at 4 something so we watched Grown Up 2 instead haih boring gila beb boleh tertidur tau. And besides us, was another couple pfsh. Sumpah annoying ni mesti kes baru nak couple ni ish ish. I was craving for Mac and Cheese that day so we had our lunch at Kenny's!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I didn't even finish my Mac and Cheese pun haha typical me pelagey en.

Bla bla and we went home. 

And mom doesn't allow me to activate my internet..

So we haven't contact for a few days until last night I asked him to call me (I couldnt bear the pain of missing him anymore) 

And we talked, asking about how each others' day (most was sucks) he told me he almost cried..

I swear he's the cutest.

Who's the lucky girl since 2 years ago, again? Me. 

I MIGHT CHANGE MY BELOG U GAIZ...

Um

I can't control myself to be okay. Sometimes I just gotta follow my heart. I'm sorry. 

Have been taking the pink pill for like months in a row (once a month la tapi but plus all the months ha do the maths now) and honestly I'm so worried about myself. But I can't help it coz the pain is killing me. I can't even move from the bed so the only solution is the fucking pill haiz. AND I'M TRYING TO LOVE MY BODY THAT'S THE HARDEST THING TO DOOOOOO.

Next-

Umm and I feel a bit left out these past few weeks.. Like uh the bracelet lol ok I'm trying not to care but daa I want the so called friendship bracelet too ok i've never had one so I really need one ok number 2 idk we were in the canteen and they talked about idk uh cheer comp and they didn't invited me at all oh ok i'm nothing there not really exist there.......Trying so hard not to give a damn coz apparently my bestfriends have another set of friends and that disturbs me idk why. I dont have any friends except for them lol i'm asking a bit of appreciation here just so you know.

Nah. Nak luahkan je no hard feelings if ever one of you (my girls you know who you are) is reading this, I love you but I really feel so left out can you dolls help me. I'm trying not to care too much but nah-

Bye, I'm sorry I just wish I could go out from here I mean I really need a new atmosphere, new surroundings in my life wow I can't really wait. And when I come back, I hope we could still hangout. Without me getting left out ever again.

Hi!

How's everyone doing?! I'm doing good. Really good, I guess. Started my driving class and revision so I feel good hihi. The JPJ test is on this Wednesday haiz I'm nervous :( 

But anyway, Happy April yall. I know blogging is a lil bleyh now but umm nah will update the April reviews later! Maybe not with picture coz someone did something to my dad's laptop that I couldnt upload the photos from the dslr anymore so yeah hm tsk

Bye!

I just cant take it anymore. Made a video of me showing my new stuffs dengan harapan nak share lepastu?????? I cant upload it haih nak nangis..

But anyway, went to Aeon tadi. I really want to post some pictures of my skin products that I bought from Sasa coz I honestly its good and everyone should try it. SO EVERYONE SASA IS HAVING A SALE YOU CAN GET 5 MASKS FOR 11 RINGGIT YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

BARLO

Feb Fab

Harlo

Gila emo entri aku yang lepas hahaha *bitchslap myself* 

Harlo u gaiz

Having my maggi (I've tried to avoid it but I was extremely hungry...so yeah) and I had a fever attack 2 days ago zzzz. Skipped school for 1 day and ehmerged 1 day tu macam boleh tertinggal 45 topics wth the next day nasib baik boleh catch up add maths ergh nasib baik ingat lagi what Sir had taught me last year yang differentation tu kalau tak nak kena sepak diri sendiri. Did a lot of progression lately ni thanks to sir, btw. And umm still trying to catch up yang last year punya topics especially for chemist, physics and bio and maths...and sejarah...and...obviously add maths yep you may kill me now ya allah my life is full of regrets sia ha this is one of my regrets la tak study last year ergh.

Ok ok back to last week eh, Zarin and I were supposed to go to add maths class but sir cancelled it luckily I went there with Zarin kalau tak I have to wait for my mom until 6 something. So we decided (we had no choice actually) to lepak aka waiting for her dad to have his idk late lunch or early dinner at Bidayah haha :p Aaaand suprisingly we had such a great convo omg I love her dad. We talked about what course we gonna take in university whatsoever, and what we gonna learn and about english stuffs and some other good things in future. Frankly saying, I'm not ready for all that. That university stuffs I mean, I can't imagine me myself graduate and get a job haha ok urgh I'm still imagining myself holding my patient's baby wtf stop it 

But bila fikir balik, I DO want to grow older and have my own money, my first house hehe and one more thing for sure..I wanna meet my love of life.

Um.

Kidding. Hate myself for being so gatal. 

Barlo

MY BIRTHDAY YAY

Cried a lot before the birthday haha. Not the best birthday ever but the dinner was guhreat. 

And I cant upload the video urgh

GOODBYE 2012 #2

A bit late but I'm still gonna share my Singapore trip yay..