Have been taking the pink pill for like months in a row (once a month la tapi but plus all the months ha do the maths now) and honestly I'm so worried about myself. But I can't help it coz the pain is killing me. I can't even move from the bed so the only solution is the fucking pill haiz. AND I'M TRYING TO LOVE MY BODY THAT'S THE HARDEST THING TO DOOOOOO.

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Umm and I feel a bit left out these past few weeks.. Like uh the bracelet lol ok I'm trying not to care but daa I want the so called friendship bracelet too ok i've never had one so I really need one ok number 2 idk we were in the canteen and they talked about idk uh cheer comp and they didn't invited me at all oh ok i'm nothing there not really exist there.......Trying so hard not to give a damn coz apparently my bestfriends have another set of friends and that disturbs me idk why. I dont have any friends except for them lol i'm asking a bit of appreciation here just so you know.

Nah. Nak luahkan je no hard feelings if ever one of you (my girls you know who you are) is reading this, I love you but I really feel so left out can you dolls help me. I'm trying not to care too much but nah-

Bye, I'm sorry I just wish I could go out from here I mean I really need a new atmosphere, new surroundings in my life wow I can't really wait. And when I come back, I hope we could still hangout. Without me getting left out ever again.