Kenapa asyik mimpi benda bukan-bukan sekarang? Dah lah macam banyak gila mimpi. Lepastu mimpi orang yang macam takde kaitan.

Nak tahu tak semalam mimpi Emir. Yang tak boleh blah, ada pulak Amily. Eh eh lepastu diorang ketawa-ketawa. Rasyiqah pun ada. Yang paling tak boleh blah, si Aliff Imran tu pun ada. Apa kejadah nye boleh mimpi si keding ni? -.-

Haritu cuba teka I mimpi apa?

I mimpi I tengah tidur -.-

Hish apahal ni? Dah lah lame aku tunggu dia tiba-tiba dia txt suruh tidur, dia penat, takde mood

FUCK OFF

Sorry marah sangat sampai nak mencarut macam-macam. You know what, I'm lonely :'(

Urgh. Fine. Bersabar je lah en en :\

Harlo

Fuyoh 5 months ♥

I love you Emir :-*

I miss those things

Harlo

Tak tahu kenapa sekarang rindu macam-macam. Hal tak penting pun rindu tahu tak :(

Weh weh ingat tak dulu kalau kita suka orang kita bagi nickname baru untuk orang tu -.-

Abu, Toothteeth, Ali, Hardcore, Emira, Jasper, ape lagi ape lagi hah

Athirah apa nama budak yang suka kau tu? Kassim Selamat eh? Aku selalu lupa nama dia. Serious nama dia ada Selamat kat belakang tu? Gila nostalgia nama dia -.-

Damn sakit perut. Nak berak. Barlo!

Harlo

Look at my teeth carefully.
You will find out that something is wrong. Yeah I don't have a perfect teeth. Sometimes it makes me feel very down because I can't show my teeth when I smile. For me the best smile is when you show off your teeth (for me lah haha).

It started when I was small and I was so lazy to go to the dentist T.T
And then he asked me to push them to make it normal back. And again I was so lazy to do it.

When I was 11 or 12, the dentist asked me to do braces but my mom said I have to use my own money if I want to do it *sigh*. And my daddy said, if I get 8As he will help me :D

Eventhough it makes me down but yeah of course sometimes I feel proud of it because I think I'm the only one who have that kind of teeth ahahah -,-

For me, nobody's perfect. Right?

Barlo

YAWA Camp

Harlo

I've been away for last 3 days for a camp. It's awesome. Wait. No. It's not awesome. It's BAPAK AWESOME SIAL. Haha.

Now I'm preparing for my new couple tee design. Waiting for Abah to give me some money to but the items. Tapi tak tahu lah jadi ke tak :( Dah banyak kali nak buat tapi selalu duit takde. Incase kalau yang ni jadi then I have to pay Abah's money back.

Barlo.

Imagination is all we need

Harlo

Weh ATHIRAH, kau ingat tak dulu kau punya imagination time Form 1 yang pasal Eiffel Tower?

Well, kalau Katy Perry pilih India aku pilih imagination kau tu haha >.<

Pape je lah. Aku rindu korang weh :')

I hate Malacca because of no reason

Harlo

Happy Birthday Keding

Again- Harlo

I hate this ugly apartment. Dah lah mahal. Toilet ; YECK.

Whatever

I miss that ''what's up"

Harlo

I've just read Athirah's belog and I saw that ''what's up'' words haha. We used to make a joke "what's up" means "apa diatas" -.-

Dulu everytime we saw Emir, Emir will say "Hey Atikah. What's up?" and I will be like "Oh haha hai" because honestly I didn't know how to reply them. Stupido. Then I will asked my friends how to reply them and they make this stupid joke, "What's up? Oh haha ceiling" -___-'

Don't you think it's really a stupid joke? Haha. But I miss that joke a lot :')

Waiting For The End

I loike!

Barlo

I miss JB

Harlo

Okay sekarang tiba-tiba rindu JB tsk T.T

Tak sabar nak tengok my new lil cousin auww. And i miss this lil Irfan soooo much

Kak Tika rindu Irfan tahu tak tahu tak? Kak Tika balik next week okay tsk auww T.T

The happiest day 'ever'

Harlo

So tadi pergi AEON dengan Emir, Athirah and Mali. Makan lasagne nyum i loike. RM100 habis macam tu jer -.- Fikir-fikir balik sepatutnya tak payah makan dekat Secret. Makan Pizza Hut sudah. Dari haritu teringin nak makan Pizza :(

Lepastu pergi GreenBox. Free tak payah bayar :D haha. Gila. Time best tengah nyanyi ada technical problem. Panas gila. Tak tahu nak buat apa while tunggu dia betulkan so Emir and I main wrestling dalam bilik tu -.- Haha. Unta gila. Dia terpijak kaki i sakit gila. Last-last sebab panas sangat aircond rosak kitorang blah. I bising-bising dekat pekerja GreenBox tu sebab duit membazir padahal dapat nyanyi sekejap jer. Dia jumpa manager dia kot lepas I bising tu. Dia datang buat muka innocent cakap "you tak payah bayar lah" and I was like "really. but why? are you serious" haha. Baik gila :')

Masuk movie Megamind eh eh? 3D pulak tu. Masuk lambat and while tunggu abang tu ambik spec 3D, Emir and I wrestling lagi. Haha.

Lepas tengok movie, lapar then pergi beli Spicy Chicken McDeluxe makan depan MNG. Nampak Lan lari-lari maybe masuk kerja lambat kot. BOOOOOOO. Haha.

Emir. I love you so so so so so so much tau Unta ♥

OhMyGhost: Scha, aku still tak dapat gambar dengan dia nak buat project kat bilik aku tuuu :(

Do you remember the first time you hug me? Haha. I miss that sayang. Do you remember our first kiss? *crying

I just can't stop crying since last night.

Only Allah knows what is going on now and what will happen next.
Only Allah knows my feelings.
Only Allah can help me now.

But this is too much for me. I can't face the reality because I don't know what I've done to him. I've no idea. I love him so much.

Harlo.

Ya Allah. Kenapa besar sangat dugaan sekarang? Aku tak mampu. Tak mampu hidup kalau dia takde.

Emir,

Please. I sayang you gila. I tak tahu mcm mana I nak hidup tanpa you. I curang? Sumpah I tk tahu apa yang you cakap. I merayu dekat you, terima I balik. Dulu I susah nak dapat you, bila kita tengah happy jadi mcm ni pulak.

Ya Allah.

I want to be a baby again

Harlo

Serious sekarang tengah boring gila. And I found these photos auwww :')

I laugh a lot since I was a baby. Heh tapi sekarang dah besar malu lah nak gelak depan camera :'>

Atikah memang tak pandai scan betul-betul -,-

Pffft *showing middle finger* HAHA. Perlu ke gambar ni mcm djashgdn mencarut tak tentu pasal? I yakin ni mesti tak sengaja tunjuk. Trust me, TAK SENGAJA. Jangan lah berfikiran negatif please :'(

More photos coming sooon :D

Harlo,

Insyaallah, I want to do exactly like this in my room. Put some photos of him and all our memories. I hope mom wouldn't mind if I put his photos haha.

Because,

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH



Wasting My Time

Harlo

Sejak-sejak habis final exam haritu, kerja I - bangun, mandi, makan, tengok tv, tidur, online, tidur, makan, tengok tv, bermesra sekejap, okay dia busy sambung tidur, bermesra lagi, okay dia nak tidur, hah tidur sampai esok pagi.

Part bermesra tu malam baru dapat. Haih. I miss him. Kadang-kadang kalau pagi dia kata dia nak call balik tapi sampai 2 jam tak call kita pun rasa 'cuak' lah kan. Eh mana dia ni kata nak call? Bagi lah seberapa banyak misscall. Siap tanya adik dia semua mana dia. Ceh konon-konon 'cuak' lah sangat kan. Bila dia balik buat-buat touching. I touching, dia touching. Lepastu buat-buat konsep "hah lantak kau lah" padahal dalam hati "alah mengalah je lah" tapi tak jadi nak ikut kata hati sebab tetap nak ikut konsep "hah lantak kau lah". Last bila masing-masing dah menyesal sebab ikut konsep "hah lantak kau lah", mintak maaf, hug-hug, kiss-kiss, gelak-gelak macam biasa.

Macam tu lah. Our relationship is crazy -.- Well SALIHIN , sudah-sudah lah tu menyampah dengan dia. He's perfect for me. Haha takde kena mengena actually dengan nama you. Saja nak promote blog you. Dah 'faymos' nanti promote I punya pulak ye. Jangan jadi macam 'kacang lupakan kulit". Urgh come on Atikah, apa motif kau nak tulis pasal promote-promote dalam paragraph ni -.-

Whatever, boring gila sekarang. BARLO :\

Yuhuu

Harlo

Lepas banyak membebel suruh dia kerja finally dia dapat kerja part-time. Okay jugak kan kalau dia kerja. Nanti dia boleh bayar hfkmczi dia tu. Or hah lagi best dia boleh belanje I makan. Okay selama ni memang makan dia yang belanje. Hahah. Yesterday time beli barang baby for my cousin dekat AEON we saw Ahmad. Kelakar gila tengok Ahmad kerja kat situ -.-

I tak ingat dia kerja kat mana nanti. Dia ada bagi tahu tapi tapi entah tak dengar kot time tu. Mamai. Harini Deepavali, lepas melantak kat rumah Syarminie terus baring satu hari kat dalam bilik. Ahhh berehat lah dulu. Next year dah takde dah nak baring macam harini. Selasa dapat buku Form 3. Shit.

Sekarang dia pulak tengah tidur. Gila boring :\

Last night he called me and said he needs me for the rest of his life *smiling

Are you texting with him?

Hah. No.

Don't lie. I read it.

Fine. Yeah. As a friend. Why?

Wtf.

Why?

You are texting him.

So?

You still love him.

Shit. No way.

You miss him.

*silent

It's over

Yeah it's over.

Yes. It's over. He's smoking now. Do all the stupid stuff. I really want him to know that I love him. Please. I love him. So much. Omg. I can't handle this by myself :'( *crying

I'm sick

Harlo

Oh ghost, I'm having a bad flu since last night. So my voice started to turn 'garau'. Haish (sigh)

He's going to Singapore. I'm gonna miss him so much. Alah 3 hari je. Tapi 3 hari pun kira lama lah jugak en. Haaaachum.

I need him NOW. Tadi he called me but suddenly terputus macam dHkj. Hurm. Nak cakap apa sekarang? :\

Entah lah. I miss him. Sometimes I will cry because I miss him so much. I need a hug. Boleh tak kalau I 'haaaaachum' dekat dia so that dia pun kena flu ni sekali? Baru lah 'sehati sejiwa' -.-

Hahah. Barlo.