Do you remember the first time you hug me? Haha. I miss that sayang. Do you remember our first kiss? *crying

I just can't stop crying since last night.

Only Allah knows what is going on now and what will happen next.
Only Allah knows my feelings.
Only Allah can help me now.

But this is too much for me. I can't face the reality because I don't know what I've done to him. I've no idea. I love him so much.