2011

Hey

So I'm having a lot of pressure right now. My heart is broken. He shattered it, stepped on it and just threw it away. 2011 is the worst year ever.

I'm having PMR and he is having SPM this year. He said he wants to study hard for his SPM and he will come back to me after SPM. Hmmm.

Should i believe him?
Yes.
Should i belive him?
No
Should i?
Yes, of course

I'm so confuse right now. Well of course i trust him, but ... I have to wait for him for almost A YEAR. I can't stop crying. I cried a lot these few days. I can't stop thinking about him. I love him. I would do anything for him.

I hope he will come back to me after his SPM. I have to study hard this year. Wish me luck okay? Oh yeah, I'm changing. I'm not that Atikah Jaafar who laugh a lot anymore. I'm a different person now. My heart is too hurt. This is too much.

And , I miss him :'( *crying