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Harlo

"Ceh husband lah sangat"

Bhahaha. The coolest statements ever :| Tomorow is 27 and haha whatever. Kbye.

Please, i have feelings too

Harlo

Dear Hardcore,

Hey so what's wrong with you? Oh yeah you're not in the good mood right? Hurm you can at least tell me k. I know I'm not longer you wife, but yeah i still know you as my husband. Husband?! Amboi gatal nye. K fine, as my boyfriend. Neh, you're my husband. I hate calling you my boyfriend. I don't need those puppy love anymore. Hurm.

Okay back to Hardcore. I feel very disappointed because I can't make you happy anymore. But just want to let you know that you always make me happy. Dengar suara garau you dah senyum dah :'( See, I'm still in love with you. K fine.

Hardcore, this sunday is 27. So, our relationship have been for 8 months. But yeah i feel like, 27 is nothing to you anymore. It's okay. I will pretend like i don't care at all eventhough I really do. Can someone who read this tell him that i love him and miss the old of him? :'(

Hurm, i'm still hoping of your heart. Damn, it's justt tooooooooooo hard. :| I wanna die. Really wanna die. Barlo!

Genting :'(

Harlo

Dear Genting Highlands, Banjaran Titiwangsa, Pahang, all of us dekat sini rinduuuuuu sangat nak have fun kat sana :'(

The most dramatic part is Athirah and I menangis dalam class teringat kan our memories kat sana T.T

Hurm *sigh

HARLO

Wait, wait OMGoat I just can't stop laughing looking at this picture. The ugliest face ever.

 Adam kene masuk air sebab dia semput. Menyusahkan betul budak tak comel ni. Okay rindu kena masuk air :') I dah besar dah tak selalu dapat semput yang betul-betul semput.

My Last Confession

Harlo

Dah nak dekat 2 months i try jadi kuat. i realize ada yang cakap kenapa susah sangat nak move on. ada yang cakap kenapa still terhegeh kat dia eventhough i tahu dia yang buat i jadi lost macam ni. ada yang cakap kenapa i kena bazirkan air mata ni untuk something yang tak pasti.

Okay let me explain. He is the only one that I love. I've been in love with him for almost 3 years (if Im not mistaken lah). Maybe this is just the beginning. I bukan takut nak move on tapi entah lah. I will wait for him. He can go but i just want to let him know that if he wanna steal my heart back, i will always be there for him. I will always support him. Allah yang tahu kenapa semua ni terjadi. Maybe this year both of us ada exam. Exam yang menentukan our future. I know macam pelik je kan cakap pasal jodoh. Ramai orang cakap "kalau ada jodoh tak kemana". i bukan jenis yang gatal kecik-kecik dah fikir pasal jodoh. No!

I'm still a normal teenager yang tahu apa tanggungjawab i. i tahu sekarang ni time untuk study. i bukannya kalau having a relationship, terus lupa study. No!

But I can feel that he's the one for me. I already started to pray that he's the one for me. I love him with all my heart. Ikhlas. Takde niat lain pun. Hurm i wish he read this and terus call i and tell me that he feels the way i feel right now bhaha. Kay fine he won't read this. Honestly, he is the only one can makes me happy. He hurts me soo bad but i don't know why he still can make me laugh. I always pray that Allah will make me a stronger person. I know He will always be with me.

Amiiin.

I'm crazyy

I'm quite happy for these few days. He still can makes me happy eventhough he was the one who hurts me :'( Maybe Allah is on His way to answer my prayer :') Amiiin.

Tadaaa. This is the inspiration side in my room. Whenever I get sad, I write about it and paste it.

Emir wrote this for me :') But I don't know lah if he mean it or not. I hope he mean it *sigh

 Auw Panda Bear looks sad :( He miss his owner *maybe*. Hmph yeah me too Panda Bear.

Okay this is crazy. I make him smileeeeeeeeeeee :'> Bhaha.

Okay fine barlo!

Harlo.

I love this song but hurm I don't like her video -.-

Harlo,

I just stalked his page and I was like "hurmmmmmmmmmmm" :\

Nana told me something and I was like "oh yeke? hurmmmmmmm" :\

Azam asked me about both of us and I was like "entah. hurmmmmm" :\

I keep listening to that song and I was like "Kay kay. Allah please help me" :\

I love this song and yeah I will do that to you, b. I miss you.

Harlo,

I really wish someone will dedicate this song for me hihi :')

When I talked to you, I tried to laugh. And if you noticed everytime after I laughed, I sighed. Okay that's my fake laugh. And when I gave you a smile, if you noticed after that I will sighed. Okay that's my fake smile. I did that because I'm trying to pretend like nothing serious was going on. And did you what's that serious thing?


IT'S MY BROKEN HEART.

But trust me, boy, I'm gonna wait for you to come back and let you steal my heart back. I love you no matter how many times you break your promises kay :-*

p/s : Thanks guys cause always care about me. I really appreciate it. Thanks for your motivational words. It makes me feel like everyone loves me. I love you. I will be back soon. Stronger than ever! >.<

"ehh , bila nak kahwin ngn emir ? bhahaha"

Wooooo, haha I saw someone said this to someone. Damnnnnnn. Okay my heart is fucking hurt right now :'(

Ya allah. Hmph.

Today is the worst day ever. Too much of stress -.-

First, I was late to school. Bangun pukul 6.45 am. Kena sindir pulak tu dalam class. Takpe, redha jer lah.

Lepastu balik rumah, Azman hilangkan simcard. Fuck off. Hah, kan dah kena marah sorang-sorang dalam rumah ni. I have to re-new it. Dekat AEON ada Maxis Centre kan? Okay great nanti re-new sekali simcard tu. Lepastu pergi tukar warranty handphone.

Sekarang sakit perut mencucuk-cucuk. K barlo!

I wanna die

Harlo

Seriously I feel like I wanna die. Music box rosak. Okay fine my mistake.

*monolog dalaman

Yang kau pergi baling tu pahal, unta?

Apahal? IT WAS OUT OF MY CONTROL

Okay fine, kau tanggung. Kan mahal dia beli.

Mati ah mahal ke tak. Hati aku lagi mahal. Macam mana nak ganti hati aku ni?

I was crazy. I talked to myself -.- Omgoat what happened to Atikah  Jaafar? Atikah Jaafar started to become crazyy again.

Okay seriously I wanna die. I feel so fucking lonely. I told kak Muss that I'm gonna wait for him. I yakin Allah will answer my prayer. Buat masa sekarang, I have to focus on my study.

Let's wait for next week .......

Harlooooooooooooo,

I can't sleep lastnight. Haihhhhhhhhhhhhhh, nak tahu sebab apa? Nak tahu?

"I takkan tinggal kan you. I sumpah"

I was thinking about these words. And then I cried, Sampai lah pukul 4 a.m.

Bhaha. He won't feel the way I feel. Mana pernah dia menangis sebab I -.- I'm so stupid because I keep thinking about the same thing eventhough I already knew the answer.

Okay i'm crying now

Barlo

Yeay finally I got my braces

Harlo,

Bhaha, am I look funny? Fine whatever.

The doctor pun kene buat slow-slow sebab mulut I kecik -.- Hihi. I can't wait for the result. Dah 4 tahun I tunggu nak buat finally dapat jugak. Thanks bah :')