My Last Confession

Harlo

Dah nak dekat 2 months i try jadi kuat. i realize ada yang cakap kenapa susah sangat nak move on. ada yang cakap kenapa still terhegeh kat dia eventhough i tahu dia yang buat i jadi lost macam ni. ada yang cakap kenapa i kena bazirkan air mata ni untuk something yang tak pasti.

Okay let me explain. He is the only one that I love. I've been in love with him for almost 3 years (if Im not mistaken lah). Maybe this is just the beginning. I bukan takut nak move on tapi entah lah. I will wait for him. He can go but i just want to let him know that if he wanna steal my heart back, i will always be there for him. I will always support him. Allah yang tahu kenapa semua ni terjadi. Maybe this year both of us ada exam. Exam yang menentukan our future. I know macam pelik je kan cakap pasal jodoh. Ramai orang cakap "kalau ada jodoh tak kemana". i bukan jenis yang gatal kecik-kecik dah fikir pasal jodoh. No!

I'm still a normal teenager yang tahu apa tanggungjawab i. i tahu sekarang ni time untuk study. i bukannya kalau having a relationship, terus lupa study. No!

But I can feel that he's the one for me. I already started to pray that he's the one for me. I love him with all my heart. Ikhlas. Takde niat lain pun. Hurm i wish he read this and terus call i and tell me that he feels the way i feel right now bhaha. Kay fine he won't read this. Honestly, he is the only one can makes me happy. He hurts me soo bad but i don't know why he still can make me laugh. I always pray that Allah will make me a stronger person. I know He will always be with me.

Amiiin.