I have to share this :'(

Harlo

Okay kita pilih gambar paling blur ABCDEFGHIJK sial mana entah gambar yang dekat Genting :'(

Hurm. When you lose someone, someone you love and when they break your heart, it's the hardest thing you could ever go through and no matter how much time had passed, it never really goes away. You may think you're getting better, but then you get a flashback, or hear a song (i love you 5 T.T) that reminds you of a memory and it hits you all over again, all at once, like a stab in the chest. You fall apart, for the 12345678 .. okay let's make it simple, for the hundredth time. And you feel like you just want to crawl under a rock and never come out. I don't know why I choose a rock but i imagine the mitos of 'Batu Belah' LOL -.-

You love this person with all of your hart, even though you know you shouldn't. They hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt. They stole your happiness but yet you still want them, and only them. other people come along and give you chances to move on, but you know you don't want to. It upsets you that you might be moving on but you promised you never would. And even if they broke all your promises, you want to keep yours.

On top of that, you're terrified. Terrified of getting hurt again but it's not like it matters anyway. At the end of the day, you're still thinking about the person who has left you completely broken. You don't want to miss them anymore. You don't want to love them anymore but you know you always will.

And just to let you know, if you ever saw me laughing or smiling, it's fake. I feel so relieved cause finally i can share these shits with hurm at least to those people who can understand me :') I'm fucking broken xx