It's Holidayyy

Harlo

So tadi bangun pukul 9.00 a.m. Class start pukul 7.30 a.m. Sekolah tu dah buat mcm bapak sendiri punya sekolah sukahati nak datang pukul berapa en.

Honestly, aku ni makin lama makin pengotor. Aha. Pergi sekolah tak mandi. Gila cool en? -_- Berus gigi & basuh muka. Nasib baik baju dah iron siap-siap. Phew. Datang sekolah nampak Azmir and the Geng lepak kat luar. Apa kejadah seh korang?

Naik class lepastu nampak Syuhada dengan Fahera dalam class. Weh asal Syuhada gedik tak pakai tudung eh? Aha X) Ketuk pintu :

Me          : Teacher, saya datang lambat. Saya masuk class mana ni?

Teacher : Awak class apa?

Me          : Saya class Galaxy

Teacher : Oh class awak dekat Bilik Bahasa

Lepas puas 'waving-waving' dekat Syuhada & Fahera, pergi Bilik Bahasa. Guess what?! Puan Jamilah tengah bagi motivasi.

Me          : Err, sorry teacher.

Time dah masuk baru ingat lupa tutup pintu -_-

Me         : Oh wait.

Lepas tutup pintu , pergi dekat Puan Jamilah, our principle balik.

Teacher   : Which class are you from?

Me            : Galaxy

Teacher   : Why are you late? *sebatt my ass sekali

Me            : Teacher, better late than never

Teacher   : Amboi , pandai awak bercakap ye *one more time sebat my ass

Haha. Power gila ah. First time seh kena sebat. Omgoat Omgoat aku kena sebat. Gila cool muahaha. KayBarlo.

I need Bibik. Seriously.

Kau tahu tak apa yang susah nya takde bibik? Kena jaga adik-adik kat rumah lepastu date semua kena cancel. Macam bangang. HJFDZFKMESIADWKJposMIUFjDXMXX

BODOH KE SEKARANG?! SERIOUSLY AKU TENGAH PANAS HATI GILA. AKU KUAT MARAH SEKARANG. SO BEWARE.

Harlo

So urm yeah I called him to asked Alya's number and bla bla we talked about something that was quite awkward. And yeah I just received his text saying -

"I harap satu hari nanti i nak you bagi i hati you kat i okay <3"

Err, can i cry?

11 months

I want to tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart.

I'm becoming werid

Harlo

Hurm can anyone tell me why I'm being so weird lately?

I feel so lazy and so lost. Sometimes I feel like I want to kill all the Galaxians and everyone. But sometimes I feel like I want to give everyone who loves me a hug. Oh yeah maybe I need a hug. I really miss that kind of warm hug that makes me feel so special T.T

I'm quite dramatic for this week. I cried when I was answering Maths in the class. And I cried when I realized I just made stupid careless mistakes for Science. I also cried every night. Err, kay I think that's normal but crying for stupid things are kinda weird -_-'

Maybe I should hang out with my girls for this holiday. I need some rest. Err need some rest? Do I sound like an old woman when I say that? My Goat WTH is going on with me?

And Rasyiqah told me , my face looks like dead people. My eyesboggies are so annoying. Okay, it's time for taking nap!

Barlo.

Choco is better than SEX

Haha, title takleh nak gempak lagi ke :D

Chynthia err Cynthia (kay fine I forgot how to spell her name) , bought a box of condoms for us! Err actually it's chocolate that looks exactly like condom. Haha. It tastes soooo nyummy! Gonna buy 'sommore' next time.

Harlo,

Yep I know I should study Science right now. But I just want to share this conversation. He started it first.

"Kenapa you suka sakitkan hati orang?"

"Emmm, entah"

"Kenapa tak terima je diorang?"

"Diorang tak deserve I"

"I just nak you happy"

"Tapi diorang takleh buat i happy"

"Mana tahu salah sorang boleh"

"Ah, diorang sweet talkers. Semua ayat sweet tu murah. Too cheap"

"Cakap lah, kenapa?"

"Bukan kita dah bet kalau I couple, kena bayar 300? Hah, sebab tu lah"

"Alasan tak munasabah"

"*laugh* Sebab I taknak curang dengan Rasyiqah"

"Cepat lah"

"Hurm kay. Sebab I dah janji i akan single for one year. And dah cukup 1 year, kalau apa yang hope seems like dah takde hope sangat, baru I move on."

So, pretty much like that lah. Boy, I tak terima diorang sebab I sayang you. I tahu I macam loser mengharap dekat you. Tapi setiap kali I nak move on, there's always something that asks me to stay. I don't know how to move on. I love you way too much. I'm lost. Only you can save me. Save me before it's too late, Panda.

It's funny right? It's been 5 months, and I'm  still crying every night. Ya Allah :\

Apa seh aku buat ni. Dah pukul 1 lebih, aku baru bangun. Patutnya aku study doh sekarang. Hish gila ah aku ni. PMR dah nak dekat ni weh nak dekat dah! Ya Allah. Mana hilangnya semangat aku time UPSR dulu? Seriously Atikah, wake up. PMR is just around the corner.

Okay hihi saja nak singgah belog. Kbarlo! Muah.

Atikah si Perasan Hhaha

Harlo,

Perkara paling selalu aku buat. Ingatkan capture picture rupanya video. Unta betul.

Beauty is not about looks, makeup or clothes. True beauty comes from yourself, the more you show who you really are, the prettier you will be.

OhMyGhost : I love this picture. He loves my curly hair. He used to play with my hair. Honestly I miss him so bad. His birthday is coming soon. No more cake and celebration like I did last year. Happy 17th Birthday , Panda. I miss you kay :'>

I can't tell if it's killing me or it's making me stronger.

It has been five months since you left me. But I'm still can't get over you. It sucks k.

Barlo xo

Happy Mother's Day

Harlo

Okay aku rasa macam belum terlambat lagi kot nak buat entry pasal Mother's Day. Sorry le. Aku mundur ke belakang sikit lately ni. Bukan sikit, banyak kot. Lepas dapat C for my math, kerja aku buat latihan Math jer. Tapi aku buat bukan main slow lagi mak nyah. Especially time tuition. Mak aih. Nadia dah page 2, aku kat situ still page 1 no. 7 :\ Entah lah. Belajar dari kesilapan kan. Aku taknak dah buat careless mistakes. Eh hish panjang betul aku merepek. Terpesong dari title. -_-

So haritu time Mother's Day, Mama ajak aku pergi kenduri kahwin kawan office dia. Lepas kenduri, kitorang pun saja lepak dekat SACC Mall , Shah Alam. Lama gila tak pergi sana. Haha. Lepastu pergi PKNS cari tudung. Dekat PKNS tudung semua murah-murah belaka. Tapi satu tudung je dapat. Lalu pergi ke Ariani. Ariani memang dah belambak dalam rumah ni. Pergi ke Hijrah. Tiada yang menarik.

Time aku tengah sibuk tengok pashmina Ariani, aku tanya mama :

"Ma, nak Tika belanja tak tudung? Alang-alang tengah sale ni. Tika pun tengah kaya ni hah"

Tapi Mama cakap taknak. Mama nak kain baju kurung -_- Sorry Ma, tika takde duit nak beli kain mahal tu. Mama aku ni jenis yang tak sweet haha. This year macam first time tak beli hadiah. Time sekolah rendah hadiah aku buat sendiri. Lepastu nanti Mama letak dekat bilik office.

Ma, walaupun Tika ni jenis yang degil gila tahap bangang, dramatik, suka naikkan bil telefon, tapi Tika sayang Mama k :')

Alah gambar dekat PC hish k takde gambar. Kbarlo

Zikril #1

Harlo

I love Baju Kurung wohooo!

Harlo

Today is Nurina's birthday, so she asked us to wear Baju Kurung for tuition. Okay takpe memandangkan birthday dia, kita ikut je lah -.-

I love wearing Baju Kurung and I prefer to wear Baju Kurung with that 'old fashion' tudung because for me that kind of tudung looks so sweet. Instead of wearing it with 'tudung bawal', i think it's sooooo lame -_- Oh come on, I just wear 'tudung bawal' for school Haha.

Barlo!

I might have erased your texts, but I will never forget what you wrote. We might have stopped talking, but I will never forget your voice. We might have ignored each other, but I will never forget your face. We might have stopped hugging, but I will never forget your smell.

Anything we did, I will never forget.

"Tika nak PMR kan?"

"Haah"

"Dah bulan 5 dah ni. Start study betul-betul sekarang. Tengok Along tu. Pandai, tapi dulu kecoh dengan boyfriend, SPM pun ke mana ntah. Sekarang ni dia yang susah. Pak Lah dah tolong dia banyak dah. Tika menyesal nanti tak study betul-betul. Kalau muka lawa tapi takde kerja bila dah besar nanti apa guna? Buat betul-betul PMR ni. Tinggalkan semua tu sekejap. Lagi berapa bulan jer ni. Boyfriend, hang out, facebook, semua tu lupakan sekejap. "

"Okay Aunty"

"Ingat apa pesan Tok Di. Make him proud. Tok Di tak sempat nak tengok Tika jawab PMR. Kalau dia ada, mesti dia cakap benda yang sama."

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So panjang gila Aunty membebel. Tapi bila masuk part Tok Di, rasa macam sedih gila. Tok Di is my grandpa. He passed away 4 months ago. We miss him so much. He always gave advice about my future. Since I was small, he always asked me to study hard for my future.

I really miss Tok Di :'(