Harlo,

Yep I know I should study Science right now. But I just want to share this conversation. He started it first.

"Kenapa you suka sakitkan hati orang?"

"Emmm, entah"

"Kenapa tak terima je diorang?"

"Diorang tak deserve I"

"I just nak you happy"

"Tapi diorang takleh buat i happy"

"Mana tahu salah sorang boleh"

"Ah, diorang sweet talkers. Semua ayat sweet tu murah. Too cheap"

"Cakap lah, kenapa?"

"Bukan kita dah bet kalau I couple, kena bayar 300? Hah, sebab tu lah"

"Alasan tak munasabah"

"*laugh* Sebab I taknak curang dengan Rasyiqah"

"Cepat lah"

"Hurm kay. Sebab I dah janji i akan single for one year. And dah cukup 1 year, kalau apa yang hope seems like dah takde hope sangat, baru I move on."

So, pretty much like that lah. Boy, I tak terima diorang sebab I sayang you. I tahu I macam loser mengharap dekat you. Tapi setiap kali I nak move on, there's always something that asks me to stay. I don't know how to move on. I love you way too much. I'm lost. Only you can save me. Save me before it's too late, Panda.

It's funny right? It's been 5 months, and I'm  still crying every night. Ya Allah :\