Just want to being honest with everyone uhm actually Rabecca Black looks pretty in this video. HAHAHA.

Harlo

We'd a fight last night. I guess, maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. His temper is just as bad as mine.

I was the one who started it. I felt so ugly last night and I told him, and I guess he wanted to say that he doesn't care about my look but I yelled at him. I said I didn't want to listen about those shits anymore.

I just feel so sad about what Umi had told me before. She said that I'm not worth for him. She was kinda trying to tell me that I'm ugly. Wtf. And it hurts a lot to me. Seriously, it hurts when people are trying to say that you're ugly. That's bullshit.

So after I ended the call, he txted me and he said that he was so mad at me. He wanted to be with me because he loved me and not because of my face or my body or whatever.

Hmph fuck yeah. I used to think that I'm always beautiful in my way. I used to think that if I wanna be a real girl, I have to believe in myself.  But not anymore :\

I'm totally lost.

The conversations that we had last Tuesday, was all that I wanted to hear. It made me realize that yeah we gonna have different lives soon. Things will definitely change.

One year already huh baby?

Harlo

270610 :')

Barlo

Harlo

In my class ..

TEACHER : Kamu ni kenapa asyik mengantuk jer? Semalam pun kamu tidur dalam kelas. Harini pun tidur dalam kelas.

Sorry teacher. Semalam saya betul-betul sleepy. Hari ni saya tidur sebab saya sakit mata.

Hish mesti cikgu semua annoyed dengan I en, asyik tidur dalam class jer. Dah lah duduk depan sekali haha.

Oh these times are hard. Don't give up on me baby.

Gonna make it as girl's version with Zarin. I can't wait. Btw, this song is perfect for me :|

Cuba ngkorang try dengar lagu ni time midnight, lepastu ngkorang ingat someone. Best doe. Aku dah try muahaha. Thanks Kamil jadi bahan experiment I.

Barlo

Harlo

Haish aku pun tak tahu lah nak letak title apa.

Okay aku saja jer nak share gambar ni. Aku pelik tengok mata aku. Macam pakai lens. Padahal honest ah aku cakap aku tak pandai pakai lens. Serious aku tak pernah teringin nak pakai lens. Macam aunty aku, dia nak pakai lens sebab nampak lawo padahal takde lah rabun ke hape en. Itu yang aku tak suka. Yelah, aku ada baca kat mana entah tak elok pakai lens kalau nak for fun. Betulkan aku lah kalau aku silap eh.

Maybe aku ni bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah bagi. Mak aih kau Atikah, takleh nak poyo lagi doe -_- Aha tapi, serious aku cakap aku bersyukur je. Dapat muka tak lawa, Alhamdulilah. Dapat mata warna chocolate, Alhamdulilah. Dapat rambut kembang, Alhamdulilah.

Tadi Nana cakap aku pakai jubah nampak macam aku pregnant, Alhamdulilah. EH aku tarik balik. Haish. I'm unicorn okay :P



Aku rindu Zet & Hamis. Rindu gila. And HAHA aku menangis dalam kereta tadi lepas kiss Hamis. Tsk. Tengok, kan aku dah cakap, aku ni SEMANGAT SETIA KAWAN. Even kau jahat macam bullshit pun dekat aku, aku akan tetap tolong kau kalau kau susah. Aku takkan kutuk orang sesuka hati. Aku taknak lah orang cakap aku ni "cakap tak serupa bikin doh minah ni. aku baling kasut baru tahu". Hah, dah lama tak guna ayat ni dengan Halida :'>

Plus, dah lah korang stop panggil aku MAITIKA. Aku sedih sebenarnya disamakan dengan orang T.T

Kbarlo

WTH is going on in my house?

Harlo

I'm so mad right now. My little boys are acting beyond annoying. BEYOND ANNOYING. I slept at 4 a.m. last night because I HAD to Skype with Kamil & Alia hihi :B I really love both of them. Am I look sweet when I'm being honest to my friends? X) They are so cool, always make me laugh by just making funny face and sometimes they were always trying to act like a dumbass little kids. Harap kau faham apa yang aku cuba sampaikan ayat aku dah macam Unta sekarang.

Kay back to my little boys. I have three lil brothers => Azman (14), Afif (9) and Adam (6). They are very annoying. Seriously very annoying. But that doesn't mean I hate them, I just don't really like their attitude. Since I don't have my bibik right now, so I'm the one who have to clean up my house. I have to take care of my little boys too -_- Ya Allah, Allah je lah tahu dah berapa kali aku menangis jaga diorang.

So today I woke up at 10.30 a.m. I'm having a really bad sore throat right now. I asked Azman to help Afif & Adam to serve their breakfast and then I continued my sleep. When I woke up back at 12.30, I heard Adam was shouting and crying. He said that he was hungry. Kay fine. Then I continued my sleep again haha. When I woke up again at 1.30, Oh My Goat, nasi bersepah atas lantai. Air tumpah sana sini.

I'm quite allergic to 'messy' :P I can't stand to see my house or my room looks messy. I want my house and my room to look neat and nice and clean :D I don't even want see any stains on the floor. I want my house and my room to smell nice and good. Haish :<

I want to have my own house :'<

No matter what happens there will always be a little place for you in my heart. No one will ever be able to take away that from you. Just remember that.

It's holidayyyyy #3

Harlo

I just came back from Kedah. I felt pity to my Grandma so I followed my parents to visit her. She broke her left hand. Hmm.

I feel so happy these days. Haha I don't know why. Things are getting better from day to day. I'm stronger than before. Tajul and I are flirting to each other last night. Aha. But I still want to be single. I love being single. I can do whatever I want and I can flirting with many people without feeling anything.

But that would be a lie if I say I don't feel alone at all. Of course I do. I will cry when I feel like I need to cry. That will help me to relief. I just do things that make me happy. I'm sure that Allah will answer my prayer.

Haha but for now, I just want my 8As so bad. Ish. Kay 8As , 8As , 8As :D



It's Holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy #2

Harlo

I miss Zikril so much. Haha. Alah boring nya. Weh 

Dah 4 months nak PMR.

Dah 6 months janda.

Dah 1 year tinggalkan Genting.

*sebak.

I got nothing much to say right now. I just started to revise all the form 1 topics. Maybe it's too late but I promise I will study hard. Hopefully dapat 8As, amin. PMR please be nice to me k.

Kau tahu weh exam Maths yang mid-term ni takleh nak macam bitch lagi. Gila meroyan soalan paper 2. Aku rasa macam nak terjun bangunan weh. Harapan untuk mendapat FAIL for the first time memang ada. Takpe, kita redha je lah ye.

Kbarlo.