Harlo

We'd a fight last night. I guess, maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano. His temper is just as bad as mine.

I was the one who started it. I felt so ugly last night and I told him, and I guess he wanted to say that he doesn't care about my look but I yelled at him. I said I didn't want to listen about those shits anymore.

I just feel so sad about what Umi had told me before. She said that I'm not worth for him. She was kinda trying to tell me that I'm ugly. Wtf. And it hurts a lot to me. Seriously, it hurts when people are trying to say that you're ugly. That's bullshit.

So after I ended the call, he txted me and he said that he was so mad at me. He wanted to be with me because he loved me and not because of my face or my body or whatever.

Hmph fuck yeah. I used to think that I'm always beautiful in my way. I used to think that if I wanna be a real girl, I have to believe in myself.  But not anymore :\

I'm totally lost.