My fav photo with my cousin, Ferman hihihi.
Harlo evelibadi,
Uhmm this is quite a serious entry. Lol jk, not really.
So many things happened to me for these past few days. Since I got my BB, I found out many truths from him. Maybe Allah wanna show me all these shits. I'm not gonna share about those shits here. Plus, nobody would ever care about it, rite? So yeah..
My friends, even myself, told me that I'm such a selfish girl to do that decision. People said, "if we love that person, we have to let em' go, watch em' happy even if it's hurt". But not for me. Yes, I'm selfish. Deal with it.
But to be honest, I'm trying so hard to make myself happy. I learn how to play guitar by myself. And guess what, it works! I already found a solution of how to deal with these shits. Yeay me hewhew.
"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him.,
It’s when he ignores you and you still love him,
It’s when he loves another but you still smile and say ‘I am happy for you’,
When all you really do is cry and cry."
And yeah, I keep reminding myself that he could never find a girl like me. I know I'm different. Eh wait, I'm not different, I'm limited edition. Lolz. I think, I'm done with this 'love' things. I love to be single. And hell yeah baby, I'm totally ready to mingle with all my friends *flips hair*
Last but not least, I hope karma will hit him one fine day.
Barlo
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