I know that I shouldn't let my past to control me, but sadly, I did. Yeah, I did. These negative thoughts of my boyfriend cheating on me, got F in my exams, not being good enough, not being pretty enough, not being smart enough are killing me. I literally have to shout and cry just to shut these shits down.
Obviously, me, myself is the main problem in my life. I take things too serious. I feel lonely eventhough I have Azrin, my family and my friends. I feel bad to Azrin. He miss me but I don't make any effort to meet him. Well actually, I've tried. But uhm I don't know. Long-distance relationship is hard for me.
It's hard.
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