I’m probably at my lowest point in life but no one seems to take notice, not even those I am close with. I feel like slapping myself over and over again. Such a sensitive bitch. 

Is this because of my unstable mood? Yes. Is this because of him? Exactly. Is this worth my time? No.

I admit, I cried a lot today. Maybe I was just too tired with swimming and horse riding. Even when I was sleeping, I can feel my broken heart. I've lost a part of my heart..again. Gonna blame myself for all these shits. Such a stupid girl for falling too fast. He was a big mistake. Big, big mistake. 

Barlo x