04 June 2012

Call me crazy, don’t believe me, do whatever you want, but I have this thing, where I can remember every dream I have every morning. Most of my dreams are about Azrin. Weird huh? 

Yesterday...my dream started with the place he proposed me, Starbucks Sunway. I was chatting with my girls and he was there too. He ordered "something" that he once ordered for me on our first date with Alia. We stared at each other and then I walked away. 

..........................

Baaam, I woke up. And continue my sleep..

.............................

I was at my house, checking my facebook account. I don't know why but I can feel my heart was breaking when I checked his page. "Azrin is in a relationship with _____" I couldnt  remember her name but I knew it was a dream. I tried to come back to reality but failed. I fell down and cried the hell out of my lungs. Azrin came to me, like, he was trying to pull me put from the dream. But I could not move my hands. My hands, they were shaking. He smiled, and went off with his new girl. I cried, and cried and cried and baaaaaaaaaam, I woke up again. And I could feel the tears on my face. I cried in real life too! "Ya allah. This is scary.", I said to myself. I tried to stand up but.....hm. I checked my phone, and got 6 notifications from whatsapp. One of em was from HIM!!

"Hello? I miss you.." 

Awww I miss you too x

No comments:

Post a Comment