I walked out from the MRT and took another MRT -from Orchard Road to Marina Bay. As I was waiting for the train, I realised that someone was watching me. A girl, with pink singlet and blue jeans, holding VS bag and waiting for the train too. I smiled but when she smiled back at me, it was not really a smile. There was something in her eyes. And its not some kind of happiness. She was sad.. I can feel em. I don't know how but I just can feel em.

But anyway, Singapore was fun. Saw TMJ but he was not with Fazura..... Happy 2013, everyone.

Such an achievement for me hahaha. Tumblr-ish yet? No? Ok.

GOODBYE 2012 #1

2012 - the best year (but still can't beat 2010) 

F R I D A Y

Harlo

Mom came home with books today and I was beyond excited eventhough it's not a novel, more to recipe books haha but it's ok as long as I can read and enhance my vocabs so it will be fine with me.. I'm trying to be a bookworm like I used to be :( 

And yeah I'm gonna post some photos from my Aunty Betty's wedding. And also Aunty Nana's wedding.. Was so excited for their wedding. Uh all my family members are so pretty......and there's me *sigh* y do i always look ugly i hate myself oh god

Aunty Betty and Uncle Bruce. Glad that I've finally well atleast met my arabs sedara eventhough I don't really know most of em. Not my side so yeah.. and all our sedara from Indon also were there. But still, I have no idea siapa diorang hahahaha. 

Say hi to my Atuk and Tok Sanah! hehe Atuk, you look pretty in this picture.. And from Aunty Nana's wedding.............

Hi to Karl, Aunty Nana and Ariana. The wedding was spectacularhhhhhhhhh. Congratulations for both of them. Wishing both of you lots and lots of happiness.  Mmmmuah xx

I'M NOT READY FOR 2013 H E L P

Harlo

I'm on my red flag....saja nak bagitahu. Aduh benci lah macam ni. I know this sounds weird and wrong but I everytime I bangun tiba-tiba dah period, mesti macam "omg if i had sex last night, chances are, me getting baby bump in the next 3 months" hahaha weird ikr. 

So anyway, I tengah try urut every 3 months sekarang coz everytime I period, mesti menstrual pain yang macam "urgh kill me now pls urgh my uterus urgh can i just die now" . Macam there's a monster trying to get out from your uterus! Pretty sure all the girls out there know exactly how it feels like.. Makcik urut tu pun cakap teenagers sebaya macam I kena rajin urut so that senang sikit nak period takde lah macam nak mampus tergolek atas katil. And satu lagi senang tak naik badan. Lol ok makcik urut. Dia ada cakap badan macam I senang naik bila dah 20 something lagi-lagi area peha and bontot. Hm?... I'm not ready for that!

Pernah sekali tu, I period and kebetulan ada exam bio pulak esok nya. Perut sakit sangat mencucuk-cucuk so I decided to read all the bio notes sambil baring then BAAAAAM tertidur sampai pukul 6.30 pagi. Ya allah lepastu sakit nya perut macam dah nak terkeluar uterus semua damn it. I cried and takboleh nak bangun. Abah thought I was trying to skip school lolwhut coz he knew I was not prepared for the exam. But whatever last-last he bought my pinky pills that turned out as my 'penyelamat' sekarang! 

With the help from the pills and the massage, sakit yang physically tu dah kureng sikit BUT emotionally? YES. Kalau boleh, angin jor. Maaf kan saya. I really hope they will invent some kind of pills that can also heal my period pain emotionally. Kidding.  

Barlo