Harlo

I'm on my red flag....saja nak bagitahu. Aduh benci lah macam ni. I know this sounds weird and wrong but I everytime I bangun tiba-tiba dah period, mesti macam "omg if i had sex last night, chances are, me getting baby bump in the next 3 months" hahaha weird ikr. 

So anyway, I tengah try urut every 3 months sekarang coz everytime I period, mesti menstrual pain yang macam "urgh kill me now pls urgh my uterus urgh can i just die now" . Macam there's a monster trying to get out from your uterus! Pretty sure all the girls out there know exactly how it feels like.. Makcik urut tu pun cakap teenagers sebaya macam I kena rajin urut so that senang sikit nak period takde lah macam nak mampus tergolek atas katil. And satu lagi senang tak naik badan. Lol ok makcik urut. Dia ada cakap badan macam I senang naik bila dah 20 something lagi-lagi area peha and bontot. Hm?... I'm not ready for that!

Pernah sekali tu, I period and kebetulan ada exam bio pulak esok nya. Perut sakit sangat mencucuk-cucuk so I decided to read all the bio notes sambil baring then BAAAAAM tertidur sampai pukul 6.30 pagi. Ya allah lepastu sakit nya perut macam dah nak terkeluar uterus semua damn it. I cried and takboleh nak bangun. Abah thought I was trying to skip school lolwhut coz he knew I was not prepared for the exam. But whatever last-last he bought my pinky pills that turned out as my 'penyelamat' sekarang! 

With the help from the pills and the massage, sakit yang physically tu dah kureng sikit BUT emotionally? YES. Kalau boleh, angin jor. Maaf kan saya. I really hope they will invent some kind of pills that can also heal my period pain emotionally. Kidding.  

Barlo