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Harlo,

I'm not feeling well last night. Last 2 nights , I can't sleep well. And the next day I will feel very very weak. Haih. Entah lah. Pejam mata pun dalam pukul 5. Nasib baik lately ni Emir macam baik gila. Okay seriously dia baik sekarang :')

Congrats Zet & Ashwin for your good result. Teheee, Zet kau kena belanje. Ingat tak?

Guess what? I'm in the car now. On my way to JB, because tomorrow Uncle Boy is married!
Omg. I can't wait. They have been together for almost 5 years, 5 years, man O.O

Tadaaa, my face looks fat right? Fine :\

Barlo!

HARLO

I WILL UPDATE SOMETHING ...

SOON  



I miss you 2010

Harlo

Haih dah lama nya tak update :( Bukannya busy tapi entah lah. Sekarang kat JB & celcom broadband yang macho ni tiba-tiba sombong jealous tak bagi Internet laju-laju. Hmph.

Hah, next month is my birthday :D kenapa macam cepat gila membesar ni? -.- Rasa macam baru nye celebrate 14th birthday haritu. Dapat suprise birthday lagi tu. Best gila. Hahah. Hope 15th birthday ni my family and friends buat lagi yee :'>

Banyak sangat benda jadi 2010 ni. Part Genting yang paling rinduuu. Tak tahu kenapa haha -.- Next year dah nak PMR dah. Macam cepat sangat :\ Hish. Lepastu tadi Grandma cakap, "dah besar dah cucu Atuk ni. Hope nanti Tika kahwin, Atuk hidup lagi" and I was like -_____- perlu ke cakap pasal kahwin? Awal sangat lah Grandma nak cakap pasal kahwin haha.

Actually banyak benda nak share tapi I will update soon. Barlo!

We're Young

Harlo.

So tadi update status kat fb, terus kena sound dengan abang-abang cousin yang dah matang. Memang gila ah. Kena sound kat fb O.O first time okay first time.

My parents knew about our relationship. My mom always said, "mula-mula bercinta tu memang lah seronok, nanti dah kahwin baru tahu macam mana rasanya", hah O.O

Entah lahh. Alah macam tak biasa pulak. Normal lah kot. This relationship tak bagi apa-apa effect pun kat study. Langsung tak. I know what's good and what's bad okay.

Huh. Hish sakit hati tahu tak.

It hurts baby. You buat macam you dah tak sayang I lagi. Apa masalah you sekarang?
I love you but seriously it's killing me.

I'm just afraid that you will leave me again. I tried my best to make us happy. But pretending like nothing happen is not my way.

Kenapa asyik mimpi benda bukan-bukan sekarang? Dah lah macam banyak gila mimpi. Lepastu mimpi orang yang macam takde kaitan.

Nak tahu tak semalam mimpi Emir. Yang tak boleh blah, ada pulak Amily. Eh eh lepastu diorang ketawa-ketawa. Rasyiqah pun ada. Yang paling tak boleh blah, si Aliff Imran tu pun ada. Apa kejadah nye boleh mimpi si keding ni? -.-

Haritu cuba teka I mimpi apa?

I mimpi I tengah tidur -.-

Hish apahal ni? Dah lah lame aku tunggu dia tiba-tiba dia txt suruh tidur, dia penat, takde mood

FUCK OFF

Sorry marah sangat sampai nak mencarut macam-macam. You know what, I'm lonely :'(

Urgh. Fine. Bersabar je lah en en :\

Harlo

Fuyoh 5 months ♥

I love you Emir :-*

I miss those things

Harlo

Tak tahu kenapa sekarang rindu macam-macam. Hal tak penting pun rindu tahu tak :(

Weh weh ingat tak dulu kalau kita suka orang kita bagi nickname baru untuk orang tu -.-

Abu, Toothteeth, Ali, Hardcore, Emira, Jasper, ape lagi ape lagi hah

Athirah apa nama budak yang suka kau tu? Kassim Selamat eh? Aku selalu lupa nama dia. Serious nama dia ada Selamat kat belakang tu? Gila nostalgia nama dia -.-

Damn sakit perut. Nak berak. Barlo!

Harlo

Look at my teeth carefully.
You will find out that something is wrong. Yeah I don't have a perfect teeth. Sometimes it makes me feel very down because I can't show my teeth when I smile. For me the best smile is when you show off your teeth (for me lah haha).

It started when I was small and I was so lazy to go to the dentist T.T
And then he asked me to push them to make it normal back. And again I was so lazy to do it.

When I was 11 or 12, the dentist asked me to do braces but my mom said I have to use my own money if I want to do it *sigh*. And my daddy said, if I get 8As he will help me :D

Eventhough it makes me down but yeah of course sometimes I feel proud of it because I think I'm the only one who have that kind of teeth ahahah -,-

For me, nobody's perfect. Right?

Barlo

YAWA Camp

Harlo

I've been away for last 3 days for a camp. It's awesome. Wait. No. It's not awesome. It's BAPAK AWESOME SIAL. Haha.

Now I'm preparing for my new couple tee design. Waiting for Abah to give me some money to but the items. Tapi tak tahu lah jadi ke tak :( Dah banyak kali nak buat tapi selalu duit takde. Incase kalau yang ni jadi then I have to pay Abah's money back.

Barlo.

Imagination is all we need

Harlo

Weh ATHIRAH, kau ingat tak dulu kau punya imagination time Form 1 yang pasal Eiffel Tower?

Well, kalau Katy Perry pilih India aku pilih imagination kau tu haha >.<

Pape je lah. Aku rindu korang weh :')

I hate Malacca because of no reason

Harlo

Happy Birthday Keding

Again- Harlo

I hate this ugly apartment. Dah lah mahal. Toilet ; YECK.

Whatever

I miss that ''what's up"

Harlo

I've just read Athirah's belog and I saw that ''what's up'' words haha. We used to make a joke "what's up" means "apa diatas" -.-

Dulu everytime we saw Emir, Emir will say "Hey Atikah. What's up?" and I will be like "Oh haha hai" because honestly I didn't know how to reply them. Stupido. Then I will asked my friends how to reply them and they make this stupid joke, "What's up? Oh haha ceiling" -___-'

Don't you think it's really a stupid joke? Haha. But I miss that joke a lot :')

Waiting For The End

I loike!

Barlo

I miss JB

Harlo

Okay sekarang tiba-tiba rindu JB tsk T.T

Tak sabar nak tengok my new lil cousin auww. And i miss this lil Irfan soooo much

Kak Tika rindu Irfan tahu tak tahu tak? Kak Tika balik next week okay tsk auww T.T

The happiest day 'ever'

Harlo

So tadi pergi AEON dengan Emir, Athirah and Mali. Makan lasagne nyum i loike. RM100 habis macam tu jer -.- Fikir-fikir balik sepatutnya tak payah makan dekat Secret. Makan Pizza Hut sudah. Dari haritu teringin nak makan Pizza :(

Lepastu pergi GreenBox. Free tak payah bayar :D haha. Gila. Time best tengah nyanyi ada technical problem. Panas gila. Tak tahu nak buat apa while tunggu dia betulkan so Emir and I main wrestling dalam bilik tu -.- Haha. Unta gila. Dia terpijak kaki i sakit gila. Last-last sebab panas sangat aircond rosak kitorang blah. I bising-bising dekat pekerja GreenBox tu sebab duit membazir padahal dapat nyanyi sekejap jer. Dia jumpa manager dia kot lepas I bising tu. Dia datang buat muka innocent cakap "you tak payah bayar lah" and I was like "really. but why? are you serious" haha. Baik gila :')

Masuk movie Megamind eh eh? 3D pulak tu. Masuk lambat and while tunggu abang tu ambik spec 3D, Emir and I wrestling lagi. Haha.

Lepas tengok movie, lapar then pergi beli Spicy Chicken McDeluxe makan depan MNG. Nampak Lan lari-lari maybe masuk kerja lambat kot. BOOOOOOO. Haha.

Emir. I love you so so so so so so much tau Unta ♥

OhMyGhost: Scha, aku still tak dapat gambar dengan dia nak buat project kat bilik aku tuuu :(

Do you remember the first time you hug me? Haha. I miss that sayang. Do you remember our first kiss? *crying

I just can't stop crying since last night.

Only Allah knows what is going on now and what will happen next.
Only Allah knows my feelings.
Only Allah can help me now.

But this is too much for me. I can't face the reality because I don't know what I've done to him. I've no idea. I love him so much.

Harlo.

Ya Allah. Kenapa besar sangat dugaan sekarang? Aku tak mampu. Tak mampu hidup kalau dia takde.

Emir,

Please. I sayang you gila. I tak tahu mcm mana I nak hidup tanpa you. I curang? Sumpah I tk tahu apa yang you cakap. I merayu dekat you, terima I balik. Dulu I susah nak dapat you, bila kita tengah happy jadi mcm ni pulak.

Ya Allah.

I want to be a baby again

Harlo

Serious sekarang tengah boring gila. And I found these photos auwww :')

I laugh a lot since I was a baby. Heh tapi sekarang dah besar malu lah nak gelak depan camera :'>

Atikah memang tak pandai scan betul-betul -,-

Pffft *showing middle finger* HAHA. Perlu ke gambar ni mcm djashgdn mencarut tak tentu pasal? I yakin ni mesti tak sengaja tunjuk. Trust me, TAK SENGAJA. Jangan lah berfikiran negatif please :'(

More photos coming sooon :D

Harlo,

Insyaallah, I want to do exactly like this in my room. Put some photos of him and all our memories. I hope mom wouldn't mind if I put his photos haha.

Because,

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH



Wasting My Time

Harlo

Sejak-sejak habis final exam haritu, kerja I - bangun, mandi, makan, tengok tv, tidur, online, tidur, makan, tengok tv, bermesra sekejap, okay dia busy sambung tidur, bermesra lagi, okay dia nak tidur, hah tidur sampai esok pagi.

Part bermesra tu malam baru dapat. Haih. I miss him. Kadang-kadang kalau pagi dia kata dia nak call balik tapi sampai 2 jam tak call kita pun rasa 'cuak' lah kan. Eh mana dia ni kata nak call? Bagi lah seberapa banyak misscall. Siap tanya adik dia semua mana dia. Ceh konon-konon 'cuak' lah sangat kan. Bila dia balik buat-buat touching. I touching, dia touching. Lepastu buat-buat konsep "hah lantak kau lah" padahal dalam hati "alah mengalah je lah" tapi tak jadi nak ikut kata hati sebab tetap nak ikut konsep "hah lantak kau lah". Last bila masing-masing dah menyesal sebab ikut konsep "hah lantak kau lah", mintak maaf, hug-hug, kiss-kiss, gelak-gelak macam biasa.

Macam tu lah. Our relationship is crazy -.- Well SALIHIN , sudah-sudah lah tu menyampah dengan dia. He's perfect for me. Haha takde kena mengena actually dengan nama you. Saja nak promote blog you. Dah 'faymos' nanti promote I punya pulak ye. Jangan jadi macam 'kacang lupakan kulit". Urgh come on Atikah, apa motif kau nak tulis pasal promote-promote dalam paragraph ni -.-

Whatever, boring gila sekarang. BARLO :\

Yuhuu

Harlo

Lepas banyak membebel suruh dia kerja finally dia dapat kerja part-time. Okay jugak kan kalau dia kerja. Nanti dia boleh bayar hfkmczi dia tu. Or hah lagi best dia boleh belanje I makan. Okay selama ni memang makan dia yang belanje. Hahah. Yesterday time beli barang baby for my cousin dekat AEON we saw Ahmad. Kelakar gila tengok Ahmad kerja kat situ -.-

I tak ingat dia kerja kat mana nanti. Dia ada bagi tahu tapi tapi entah tak dengar kot time tu. Mamai. Harini Deepavali, lepas melantak kat rumah Syarminie terus baring satu hari kat dalam bilik. Ahhh berehat lah dulu. Next year dah takde dah nak baring macam harini. Selasa dapat buku Form 3. Shit.

Sekarang dia pulak tengah tidur. Gila boring :\

Last night he called me and said he needs me for the rest of his life *smiling

Are you texting with him?

Hah. No.

Don't lie. I read it.

Fine. Yeah. As a friend. Why?

Wtf.

Why?

You are texting him.

So?

You still love him.

Shit. No way.

You miss him.

*silent

It's over

Yeah it's over.

Yes. It's over. He's smoking now. Do all the stupid stuff. I really want him to know that I love him. Please. I love him. So much. Omg. I can't handle this by myself :'( *crying

I'm sick

Harlo

Oh ghost, I'm having a bad flu since last night. So my voice started to turn 'garau'. Haish (sigh)

He's going to Singapore. I'm gonna miss him so much. Alah 3 hari je. Tapi 3 hari pun kira lama lah jugak en. Haaaachum.

I need him NOW. Tadi he called me but suddenly terputus macam dHkj. Hurm. Nak cakap apa sekarang? :\

Entah lah. I miss him. Sometimes I will cry because I miss him so much. I need a hug. Boleh tak kalau I 'haaaaachum' dekat dia so that dia pun kena flu ni sekali? Baru lah 'sehati sejiwa' -.-

Hahah. Barlo.

I want a baby NOW

Harlo, wait, I need to edit this entry. The old one is soo messy.

Okay. Here we go.

Harlo!

Can I have a baby girl now? I want a baby girl. Argh. SCHA and I were gossiping about our future in fb last night. Haha it's quite 'lucah' cause we were talking about the ashdsknjfhak and everything. I want to be a doctor. Kalau boleh doctor pakar bersalin. The best part time baby tu keluar omg omg so sweet. Gila sweet :'>

Oh and lagi sweet kalau I'm the one yang sambut my bestfriends' baby kan. Especially Rasyiqah. I really want to be a mommy. I will be a good mommy :D And Scha and me pun ada cakap time kitorang satu geng pregnant sama-sama. Beli barang baby sama-sama. Lagi-lagi Syuhada's boyf sekarang tengah kerja part-time dekat baby section. Ahah. Semua pasal baby sekarang. My aunty is on the way nak keluarkan baby tu lagi berapa bulan je kot. EE's sister dah dapat new baby boy. Mesti best kan kan kan :')

Dulu, seriously I don't want to have a baby when I get married. And if I can, I don't want to get married. But then I found this boy kan kan. He makes me feel that I want to get married once all my dreams come true (muka gatal) Haha omg stop Atikah. You're too much. Belajar dulu baru nak fikir pasal kahwin *ayat mama* Okay okay belajar dulu baru nak fikir pasal kahwin. Tapi orang cakap "kalau nak berjaya kita kena rancang masa depan kita dengan betul". Hah hah mama cakap dia menjawab menjawab  -.-

But after watching Guliana & Bill, I insaf (cehh). Pity them. If I'm not mistaken, diorang finally dapat pregant :D  I keep watching it even though dah tengok banyak kali episode tu. Dah tengok banyak kali but still boleh gelak kuat-kuat. Sampai mama bising -.- 

Okay EE call me. BARLO!

Harlo

Argh. Takde idea nak buat dia happy. I dah try cari funny quotes tapi takde satu pun yang kelakar -,- Bodoh gila. Best nya best nya kakak dia dapat new baby :D

Seriously dia tengah down gila sekarang. Teringin gila nak buat dia happy macam dia selalu buat. Tapi i tak tahu macam mana. I feel so so so so so bad. Haih.

I just need you yes you

Sayang.

I need you for the rest of my life. Seriously I can't imagine my life without you. You're the only person who can makes my life wonderful. We share everything together. How could you ask me to leave you? I love you and I will always do.

Last night I asked you to promise me that you won't leave me. But I know you will leave me someday. Everyone will leave me someday. I want all my dreams come true. I want that '10 years' become reality. We will have our own house and we can do whatever we want. Please I'm begging you. Please don't leave me (SIGH)

Short hair is awesome

Harlo

Woah I miss this belog :'(

Final exam is over. Gila best. I got 92% for History but Bryan got 95%. Bryan why are you so clever hah? (angkat kening) I cut my hair a few weeks ago. It's short but I like it. That 'amoi' said my face looks cuter if my hair is short. But yeah many of my friends don't like it. Haha sorry.

Barlo!

I WILL LOVE YOU SAYANG, FOREVER

27 06 2010 ♥

Hurm haih huish (sigh). Aku tak tahu kenapa dengan aku. Aku yakin aku dah jumpa orang yang patut aku jumpa. Tapi kenapa, kenapa dia tak boleh pergi jauh-jauh? Setiap kali aku pergi sana, sebenarnya aku berdoa aku akan berjumpa dengan dia. Kalau aku boleh jumpa dia sekarang, dah lama aku jumpa. Buat kali terakhir. Lepas tu aku berjanji aku akan terus melupakan dia. Aku berjanji. Dah berapa tahun dah aku tak jumpa dia. Dah berapa tahun dah aku cuba benci. Dah berapa tahun dah tapi luka ni macam tak boleh sembuh jugak.

Aku betul-betul rindu dia. Sumpah. Tak tahu kenapa. Aku tahu dia tipu aku.

Dan aku tak tahu kenapa bila aku buka wall dia, kalau boleh aku dah baling laptop ni. Aku tak main-main. Hati aku pedih. Tiada semangat nak study dah.

Barlo.

After watching Guliana & Bill, I kinda want some babies. Hehe. I want 10 babies. Ah, that's too many of babies.

I want at least 4 babies ^.^

Haha gatal ye Atikah ni. Amboi. Fine whatever. Barlo

Harlo

Huwargh huwargh. I'm alone here. Hp Emir kena rampas -.-'

Ponteng sebab muka kena minyak panas time goreng ikan tadi. Tak macam babi kan sekarang. Huh. Starting this day, I takkan menggoreng lagi except for telur lah kan. Sumpah I takkan. 

So sekarang nak buat apa? Online fb dah. Online fb Emir dah. Pffft without his permission pulak. Haha. Makan dah. Apa lagi. Hah study je lah. Masa untuk bmesra dengan buku-buku. Okay Barlo. My books are waiting.

Everyone's Beautiful Right?

Harlo

I miss my aunt. Very much. But people always compared about our beauty. For example, she is gorgeous while I'm cute. Or she is cuter than me while I'm just a normal girl. Nothing special about me. Yeah I realized I'm nothing.


OhMyGhost- I'm listening to Animal by Neon Trees. Superb :)

"BILA KITA JUMPA?"

Harlo,

Haha. It's funny. I don't hate you. But I hate the way you denied the truth. hjdshsnduawknfhFUCK OFF haha. Thanks.

Barlo

Harlo,

I'm watching Kimora Life In the Fab Lane now. I keep watching it. Haha. But I love The Kardashian more >.<

I love everything about Kimora. Haha. I want my own boutique someday. HANDMADE maybe? Insyaallah. Teheee. My End Year another two weeks. I can't wait.

Okay Barlo

Harlo. Good Morning. Oh hold on, Good Morning? Now is 12.44 p.m. I just woke up 3 hours ago. Sungguh annoying pagi ini. I dikejutkan dengan suara Emir yang memekak, omg. Tak boleh ke kejutkan dengan penuh kasih sayang?!

Damn, boring gila sekarang. And I'm so hungry. Dah habis duit semalam beli MCD. Can I have Pari Set now? Arrr tak puas  makan hari tu sebab Halida, Rabbit semua macam "Atikah, cepat makan cepat makan". So kiranya Atikah si kura-kura tak dapat makan dengan selesa disebabkan semua buat muka nak suruh Atikah si kura-kura ni cepat habiskan Pari Set tu. Fine :\ Kesian Atikah si kura-kura kan.

Okay sekarang kita nak buat apa? Takpe lah, sekarang anda akan disajikan dengan gambar-gambar webcam I yang suka buat muka pelik. Wait, perlu ke guna ayat 'disajikan'? -.-

Syuhada, perlu ke kau sikat Panda Bear tu? Ditambah dengan muka menggoda kau huish. Okay okay NEXT!

Okay yang ni nasib baik tak de muka menggoda lagi. Syuhada was too obsessed dengan Panda Bear and that stupid 'sikat'. Sikat tu dah patah pun sekarang. 'Lopek' punya sikat. Euw ayat 'LOPEK' macam kampung tapi cuba sebut 'LOPEK' tu banyak kali. LOPEK LOPEK LOPEK LOPEK LOPEK. Best kan?

Haish dah dah. BARLO :-*

Entri Kutuk Mengutuk

Harlo.

I dah sebenarnya dah lama tak kutuk orang ni haha. Takde benda pun nak kutuk. Malas nak tambah dosa yang dah banyak ni. Tapi entah lah well nobody's perfect kan. Sakit mata lah kalau I tengok benda yang I tak suka nak tengok ni *takde kena mengena

Memang lah sekarang ni, I jenis yang kejap pakai tudung kejap tak. Confirm ada yang cakap "Eh minah ni nak pakai tudung, pakai lah betul-betul. Kejap pakai kejap tak". Let me explain about that yeah.

Honestly, I tak ready nak pakai tudung 24 hours lagi. Baru nak try pakai. Okay ke tak. Selama I try pakai ni, I feel better. Kalau tak pakai tudung, I terpaksa betulkan rambut I yang kadang-kadang straight but sometimes it turns curly. Kalau straight tu kira lucky lah. But kalau dah tukar curly, oooooomyyyyyyghost.

And if in case lah you all nampak I tengah jalan dengan my partner, tak payah lah kecoh doh. Macam korang tak pernah pulak jalan dengan partner korang. Oh takde partner ke? Please lah. I bukan budak class depan yang duduk kat rumah baca buku 24 hours. Or budak yang jenis blur-blur macam korang kan yang takde social life. Kalau ada pun, macam 'yucks' jer.

Please lah weh. Change your mind.

Jiwa Remaja kan?

Harlo.

Tak tahu lah kenapa sejak akhir-akhir ni I asyik nak memberontak jer. Marah tapi happy. Hah macam mana tu. Demam panas tapi still boleh ketawa gila-gila. Last night, I had a bad fever. Ni mesti pengaruh air cond kat AMP Square. Gila ah. Sampai boleh demam. Sempat tidur pulak dalam bilik tu. Emir bukannya karaoke pun. I je yang over -.-

Last night, last night, gila sejuk woo. Tak on kipas tak on air-cond tapi sejuk. And I got a pimple belakang badan I, wtfag. It's weird right? Pimple belakang badan huh.

Okay zzzz actually I tak tahu nak membebel apa. Dah lah BARLO

Open House HAHA

Ya Harlo,

Err, perlu ke letak 'HAHA' kat title tu -.-

*is waiting for the photo sot-ba-ro yee



Memang banyak dugaan betul nak pergi rumah Athirah yang Handsome ni hish. First, Abah tak nak hantar I pergi sana. Fine. Naik Rasyiqah. Then Abah Rasyiqah taknak hantar. Fine. Naik Abah I. Lepastu, Abah hantar naik Van Ben10 dia. Rasyiqah susah nak naik. Fine. Time otw, Abah tak habis-habis membebel. Fine. Pekak kan telinga. Tunggu Emir tak sampai-sampai. Afiq cakap dia tak habis-habis otw. Rupa nya dia lepak taman. Fine. Hah. Okay stop guna ayat 'fine' :\

Lepas ke rumah Athirah, kitorang jalan kaki ke rumah Wan. YA ALLAH, dah lah panas. Tapi finally sampai. Last ke rumah Alan. Eh eh, battery low. Bye. Malas nak cerita dah. BARLO!

I'm stuck

Harlo,

Actually I already prepared a time-table for my study but I don't really follow it. Haha it's normal right? Sometimes my 'nafsu' more to this laptop >.< My dad always asked me to study. Huwargh. He already spend RM300 for my exercise and revision book. Dah full satu almari -.-

Sepatutnya hari ini I kena pergi Family Day Melaka but my dad ada kerja. So my mom pergi sorang. Tomorrow baru balik. Hish kena layan adik-adik lagi. I bangun pagi tadi and tadaaaa rumah dah berselerak gila. Tension jer. Ingatkan nak pergi open house rumah Teacher Siti tapi Syarminie nak gerak pukul 11.50. Memang tak sempat lah nak siap. Terus tak jadi pergi. Now, I'm waiting for Athirah. Dia janji nak top-up kan I. I'm waiting****

Oh okay kena blah dah. Bye bye and

GOODLUCK PMR CANDIDATES

Siapa dapat 8A belanje aku Kebab dekat Sunway hahah. Mengidammmmmmm T.T

(ah sudah bila masa I pregnant haha)

What the hell is going on?

Harlo,

I tried to call him 10 times but he didin't pick up. Ah. I'm so worried about him and maybe he's having fun  with hs friends right now. I have to think negative now. I give up. So, I texted his mom :

Me : Emir, where are you?

A few minutes later, I received a text from his lil sys :

His lil sys : Emir keluar. So dia tak bawak phone

Wtfag. Oh okay. I'm waiting for him to call me back. Seriously he will get 'something' from me. Ah okay nvm, "ada ubi ada batas, ada hari I balas" yeah ;\

I've changed

I'M NOT A STRONG PERSON ANYMORE. I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT HIM. HE'S MY EVERYTHING. I WANT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY UNTIL MY LAST BREATH. IT'S HARD TO BE STRONG LIKE 'JACOB BLACK' NOW :(

Harlo,

I pretend to be like nothing happen  when he coughed. Hah, actually I feel very very sad. I don't know why. What can I say? He's my everything. I  can't imagine my life without him. Seriously I wish I can be by his side when every time he's ill. Give him the best to make him feel good again. Make sure that he can smiles again.

I miss him. Hurm. I hope he will be fine soon.

Food poisoning again -

Harlo,

I didn't sleep well last night because I had a terrible stomachache. Gila ah. Plus, Emir can't accompany me because he didn't have credit to call me. Argh. So this morning, I went to the nearby clinic.

Doctor : So Atikah what's wrong with you?

Me       : (Silence for a few seconds) Sakit perut

Doctor : Sakit perut macam mana?

Me       : Muntah

Doctor : Okay. Since when?

Me       : (sigh) Last night

Doctor : Okay. I will give you .... blah blah blah

I don't know why it was so hard for me to open my mouth. And I saw a cute baby girl. Oh Coach, so cute :')

Next, is for Emir. Emir, I love you so much. But I don't know why I don't trust you. I'm too afraid of losing you. I can't imagine my life without you. You always there when I need you. You're different. You complete me. Only Allah knows how deep my love for you. Tsk promise me that we won't fight anymore.

Barlo

Afif's 7th Birthday

Harlo,


I just come back from having dinner at Secret Receipe, Tesco. I ate Lasagne - again but I didn't finish it - again. Haha stop using that 'again' -.-

So today is my lil bro's birthday. He's 7 years old now.

I still remember when Afif was otw to born. Haha it's quite fun! We were too excited of having new lil brother :')

Lasagne nyum nyum I LOIKE <3



Oreo MilkShake. Tapi last-last tak dapat nak ambik Oreo nya sebab licin ke ape ntah. Hah straw tu dapat ambik so takkan nak ambik pakai tangan kan -.-



Breathless

Nah, I fall in love with this cool Coach Poppy Handbag since I saw it a few months ago at Suria. UUUUU I loike ! I want this handbag so bad :'(

We used to be fine right?

Harlo,

I still remember the first time I saw you. And how you used to be my 'sister'. We were so fined. I removed doesn't mean I hate you. I talked bad about you doesn't mean I hate you. I don't hate anybody in my life. I'm so sorry for what I've done to you. Yes Nurina, thanks. I have to apologize to her and now up to her.

Maisarah,  I'm so sorry. Oh bukan Sarah je yee. Siapa-siapa je lah yang terasa dengan I. Tak sengaja and lagi pun kita tak boleh nak semua orang suka dengan kita sebab kita pun bukannya suka dengan semua orang. For me, let bygone be bygone. I love you guys. And Hamis sekarang I dah try faham. I tahu you busy dekat MRSM. You're my bestfriend forever.

AGAIN, I LOVE YOU GUYS. All of you are awesome, my girls.

Harlo,

Bangun pukul 10 dikejutkan oleh Emir yang setia meng-kejutkan aku setiap pagi. Namun mata masih belum boleh terbuka. Pedih mungkin akibat berjaga membelek IKEA malam tadi. Kalau lah boleh aku mahu semua nya. Haha. Tamak.

Pukul 1 bangun semula. Menonton MELODI dan baru teringat BARBIE DIARIES. Bosan. Baca paper yang dibeli oleh Mama. Bosan. Mengambil keputusan untuk ber-gayut di hp. Membatalkannya. Emir mungkin sedang study. Takpe. For his future kan. Bosan. Mandi untuk 1/2 jam. Masuk ke bilik semula. Bosan. Baring. Bosan. Apa lagi buka laptop dan membaca belog kakak-kakak yang akan menghadapi SPM. Oh goodluck Kak Muss , Aunty , Leyna . Aunty & Kak Muss, I miss both of you. Alelelee, dah lama tak gelak sama-sama. Goodluck.

Okay sekarang aku kena study. Gila, dua minggu tak sentuh buku. Haha jangan cari pasal dengan Abah lah weh. Okay bye.

Tahap Kritikal

Harlo!

Okay baca ni okay! Sumpah sekarang I tengah kebosanan yang gila tahap kritikal. Sepatutnya hari ini merupakan hari bersuka ria bersama-sama yang tersayang di Sunway. Oh Sunway. Tsk. Oh Halida, maafkan I yee. I tahu you pun sama nak berkasih-sayang bersama-sama Rabbit tersayang. Senasib lah kita. Dah berapa minggu dah tak jumpa haih. Tsk sekali lagi SORRY ye.

So tadi pagi, pagi yang sungguh tak aman tsk. Perang dunia dengan Emir. Sekarang Emir mesti tengah berseronok di AEON seorang diri T.T meninggalkan 'awek' tersayang seorang diri. Eh kejap. Perlu ke guna ayat 'awek' sekarang? Macam Rempit jer. Berkat doa Aliff yang cakap I minah rempit lah  ni. Kuang hajak. Apa, pakai track suit pun kena minah rempit? Apa dosa nye pakai track suit? Hah tengok ter-over -.- Okay takpe I redha.

Back to topic, I tak puas hati lah Emir pergi AEON seorang diri. Nanti kalau Emir kena tackle dengan Aunty Toilet tu macam mana?Oh Aunty Toilet. Hah dulu I pergi AEON. Tiba-tiba Aunty Toilet tu tanya "Kenapa pakai tudung?", errr perlu ke dia tanye soalan sedemikian dekat I. Apalah Aunty Toilet tu. Tak 1 Malaysia langsung heh.

Seriously I macam orang gila dekat rumah ni. Nak study pun takde semangat. Padahal End-Year Examination dah nak dekat. Waduh. Kena dapat at least 6As pun jadi lah. Kalau turun buat malu jer. Perlu ke PPD buat soalan sekarang. Tzzzz haih. Maybe start Monday ni I study betul-betul balik. Dah tak boleh call lama-lama lagi. Mcj pun agak-agak lah. Or hah start 8 p.m I off phone sampai I habis study. Lepas habis study, baru lah boleh on phone. Cehh kalau cakap boleh lah *sedar diri

Okay lah. I nak tidur. Sebentar lagi pergi ke rumah Syuhada tersayang then ke rumah Amali tersayang oh seterusnya lepak Taman Rakyat bersama Emir tersayang. Bye-bye ;)

Boonga Shoes

Tadi boring gila, so I searched for Boonga Shoes. Fuyoh cantik :B Tak sabar tunggu Abah balik, mintak duit nak beli Boonga Shoes yang kat atas tu *muka excited



I miss your touch that makes my heart stops

I miss your eyes that makes me feel like you're the one for me

I miss your ears that makes me wanna say 'i love you' thousand times

I miss your smile that makes me melt

I miss your laugh that makes me happy

I miss your lips that makes me feel I want to be with you forever

I miss everything about you baby. I want to be with you all the time. You will be mine forever :-*

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AWAK

Harlo,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

Sorry lah kalau terkasar ke terasa hati ke. I mintak maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki. Lagi-lagi untuk orang-orang yang tengah sakit hati pasal I. I'm so sorry. I pun dah maafkan korang :')

So this year balik JB tanpa EE disisi. Cehh haha. Macam selama ni dia ada. Takpe, jauh di mata dekat dihati haha ayat dah tak boleh nak blah lagi. First raya, penat gila nak mampus. Balik kg Sedenak was quite boring. Malam tak keluar mana enjoy tengok movie. Second Raya pergi rumah Aunty Ina. Her daughter gilaa comel. Geram :B tapi urm sikit-sikit nangis. Gedik haha. Then pergi rumah Aunty Betty Benafe. Dah lama tak jumpa dalam tv -.- We were having so much fun on that night.

Haha semua nak PURPLE -.-

Again, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN. Nak datang rumah, call dulu yee.

Harlo,

Bila nak raya ni?

Okay kejap. Apahal belog ni macam sakai laut gila?! Arr okay honestly lah kan I malas and tak pandai sangat nak edit belog ni. Kalau desperato sangat pun maybe mintak tolong Hamis , Athirah or Zarin yang buatkan sebab mereka-mereka semua ni PRO haha.

Back to our topic *cehh. Haih bila lah nak raya ni? Tahun depan baru raya, 2 tahun lagi baru raya -.- For this year I sempat beli empat baju sahaja. Itu pun tak beli seluar, shawl and kasut lagi. Mom said I tak payah beli kasut lagi because haritu I baru beli kasut dekat KLCC. Tapi hah I need high heels. Oh yeah  baru teringat baju kurung tak beli lagi. This year pakai sama warna dengan Emir and Athirah ; purple. Hah emir punya favourite colour.

SHITTTTO MUKA I HITAM ARRRRRRR

Some short notes

Harlo.

People don't forget to come and celebrate our Merdeka Day at Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil starting 7 a.m until 9.30 a.m. A lot of performances and if you really can't go then turn on your tv and watch it live because I will performing the formation on that day! Haha See ya!

I'm starting to focus on my study now. Heee okay I miss 2 Galaxy so much. I will be back in the class starting on Wednesday. I know all of you miss me so much right? :P

Hey you !

Harlo,

Hey so yesterday ; 27th August 2010 cuba teka apa yang terjadi? Haha uuuuu we've been married for 2 months already. Fuyooooh Atikah dah insaf jadi setia :P

Haha. Semalam I mengigau. Macam bodoh nasib baik Emir tak gelakkan. I was tired like hell yesterday. Practise penat sangat tapi bukan penat apa pun, penat menunggu haiyaa. As I reached my room, I fell asleep. And Emir called me around 6.30 p.m.

Emir : Dah dah bangun!
Me    : (mamai) pukul berapa ni?
Emir : Pukul 6.30
Me    : Hah 6.30?! (menjerit) woi I ada training. Dah lambat. I call you back (ulang berapa kali 
entah)
Emir : Hah sayang bukan tadi you dah training?
Me    : I call you back okay
Emir : Why? (suara cuak)
Me    : Sekarang pukul berapa?
Emir  : 6.30 petang. B, you ada training apa lagi? Bukan tadi you baru balik?

Haha bodoh tak sekarang? I ingat dah pukul 6.30 pagi -.- Cacat unta betul. Macam ni lah perangai I kalau dah penat sangat haih. Arrrr malu tahu :'>

Hari Taik Sedunia

Harlo

Hari ni disahkan bahawa HARI TAIK SEDUNIA. Seriously doh banyak gila taik harini yang terjadi. First, datang sekolah Rasyiqah annoying macam taik. Perlu ke kau annoying sekarang? Menyakitkan hati jer, tapi entah aku redha.

Second, kena jalan sorang-sorang di bawah pancaran matahari yang tak boleh nak panas lagi. Herr tapi entah aku redha.

Third, balik terus call rumah EE and yeah haha kena sound dengan my own father-in-law. Tapi apa yang Uncle cakap semua betul. Hurm tak terasa pun haha. Eh tak Atikah jangan jadi hipokrik. Of course lah terasa tapi bila fikir positive, Uncle hidup lebih lama so he knows what's good and what's bad. Thanks Uncle for your advices, I know my mistakes. Tapi aku redha

Lastly, Mama ingat aku menggatal dengan si Lokman tu. And Lokman tu Unta buat taik cerita yang bukan-bukan. GTH lah kau. Bila masa aku nak menggatal dengan kau. Aku pandang kau sebelah mata je lah weh. Hurm tapi takpe aku redha.


AKU REDHA KALAU BETUL NI SEMUA DUGAAN TAIK DI BULAN RAMADHAN. TAK SEMUA ORANG SUKA KITA KANSEBAB KITA PUN TAK SEMUA ORANG YANG KITA SUKA. SO REDHA JER LAH :')

I WANT TO CRY NOW

It's Mondayyyyy

Harlo

Arrrr, gila penat sekarang. I baru lepas iron baju sekolah adik-adik. Tapi penat ini berbaloi tahu. Hah sebulan dapat RM50 sebab iron baju jee tak berbaloi ke tu. Now, 4:56 p.m and I'm waiting for him to finish his homework. Haih FASTERO sih.

Sedar tak sedar, kelip pejam mata dah nak masuk September. Fewit rasa macam sekejap gila nyah. And the most important dah nak RAYA weh. Rasa macam baru jer I post entry untuk Hari Raya last year. This Raya hurm I hope di JB and I really hope Emir pun raya di JB :')

Tinggal lagi seminggu sahaja nak Merdeka and kitorang semua nak buat performance for Merdeka. Hehe tak sabar! But seriously, penat sangat. Dah lah puasa pulak tu, waduh dengan tak cukup tidur nya and dengan sesaknya. Luckily buat dalam dewan so takde lah hitam sangat kan muka saya yang memang dah hitam sejak akhir-akhir ni. Okay malam ni I mahu solat terawih. Kejap yee biar I search Google *please wait*


"Ia akan datang pada hari kiamat di dalam keadaan aman sentosa dari sebarang kejahatan dan keburukan"

Okay itu kelebihan siapa yang pergi solat terawih malam ni. Okay terpaksa tidur. Barlo!

Dreams #2

Harlo,

Hey I'm practising my Gee now. I love my Gee now. Baru sekarang lah nak fall in love dengan Gee ni kan. Kalau tak, berhabuk weh. Ini pun I start balik practise because of him. Sejak akhir-akhir ni, I dah suka banyak benda yang dulu I tak suka. I don't know why. Haha this is what we called "new life" *cehh poyo.

Now I'm trying to love photography.

Paksu, nak ikut pergi belajar photography boleh? Paksu, nak pinjam Canon tu boleh? Paksu, nak tolong Paksu pergi photo shoot boleh? Paksu, Atika nak try buat satu photoshoot?

Hurm kalau ada masa, I will try. Argh, nak pergi sembahyang Terawih :'( I tak pernah pergi lagi Ramadhan kali ni. Okay stop wasting your time. You should do your homework now!

It's all about my dreams

Harlo

Arr I can't sleep :| Where's Emir? I need him now. I mean NOW! I have to hear his voice before I sleep. But tonight, he didn't call me but it's okay I get it.

Let's talk about my dreams. Hurm, I wish I have a boutique. I want a boutique. I'm focusing on that I guess. Athirah, Rasyiqah and I have some brilliant ideas about it. We're collecting our money to make our first design comes true :') Before this, we had some designs and our friends wanted to buy it but due to some problems we had to cancel it. Plus, we're still fourteen. Oh come on, we're just fourteen years old girls who don't have money to buy all that stuff. We have to use our parents' money. I hate using my parents' money sometimes. I want to get money by my own because by that way I can learn how to appreciate them.

I want a crazy life for the next 10 years. Having a family, friends, jobs auwww that will be awesome! That's why sometimes I study hard to achieve all these. Saya seorang yang bercita-cita tinggi tahu.

I hope it will comes true one day. Amiiiin~ please pray for me people. I will choose Kimora Lee for my idol >.<

BBQ

Things are getting better nowadays. Seriously, I love my life now. Haha lastnight we had a bbq at Azmir's hotel. We had to pay RM30 each -.- Wtf, there's no money in my pocket now and he asked me to pay RM30. But it's worth. His mom, fuyoooh hot haha.

Many things happend lastnight. Police came to our place because we played some 'meriam'. Then, Frodo, Lan and Amin were crazy doing their video. Sumpah rasa macam nak baling jer udang tu kat muka diorang -.-

Thanks Azmir for the night, I won't forget. Anyone please do it again after raya :B

I'm ugly argh my face started to dark again -.-

HAPPY FAMILY

Harlo,

Okay sekarang tengah demam. Tadi dating dengan si MakNenekEmir haha. Dating bulan Ramadhan? Halah bukan buat apa pun :P

Lihat apa EE buat? Auww so sweet. Okay I bagi sedikit intro :

Yang rambut hijau tu EE. I disebelah alien rambut hijau tuu. Okay chop. Mana baju I? Wah sensitive youu. Astaga. 3 budak kecil yang pegang tangan tu errr, I tak tahu tu siapa. Jangan lah cakap itu anak-anak. Waduh -.-

Selepas ini, hasil lukisan ini akan di-print dan digantung di dinding bilik bahagian Purple.

OhMyGhost: Sila rujuk belog ini kepada sesiapa yang teringin menonton video kami di Genting malam Pertama uuuu~

Me  : B, pernah dapat suprise birthday party tak?

Him : Last year, my aunt buat kan haha.

Me   : This year?

Him  : Hurm takde sebab aunty I pergi Makkah.

Me   : Oh. *speachless


Hurm okay seriously I didn't expect that answers to come out from his mouth. I thought these

"Yeah, this year from you on my birthday"

But it doesn't came out from his mouth. So haritu was not a suprise T.T

Takpe lah. Haha *fake laugh. I tak ambil hati pun kalau dia tak ingat. Hahahaha, siapa faham perasaan I, raise your hand up now! :P

Assalamualaikum semua!

Ceh konon bulan Ramadhan baru nak ucap salam tapi takpe permulaan yang baik. Okay mari kita lihat weather hari ini - Disebelah tengahari, sedang I tengah syok sikat rambut terhegeh nak pergi sekolah padahal dah janji dengan Syar keluar pukul 2 tiba-tiba hujan lebat macam kucing dan anjing a.k.a raining like cats and dogs. Disebelah malam pula, sedang Azman sedang merengek nak pergi terawih dengan bestfriend dia, Raja tapi ditentang hebat oleh Abah kami yang Handsooome (eh tiba-tiba puji Abah pahal -__-') tiba-tiba hujan semula. Apa ni?! Dalam buku teks Agama kata "Ramadhan adalah panas terik". Tapi tak panas pun. Hah bersyukur lah wahai manusia. Kalau panas terik mampuih hang tahan dahaga noooh.

So tadi pagi I bergayut dan berkasih sayang bersama Husband tersayang about 3 hours eh tak 2 hours eh hah lebih kurang je lah. Lastnight bukan main lagi segala jenis bahasa keluar, kalau dah baik haiiih romantic lebih-lebih. Nasib baik puasa tahu. EE selalu sakit dada lately. I'm quite worried. Then I asked my beloved sister, Zet eh kejap uuuuuu beloved sister haha. Zet belanje aku, aku dah naikkan pangkat kau jadi beloved sister. Ayat BELOVED tu mahal tahu :P

1. Dia semput?
Okay I'm not sure. Maybe. Sebab kalau semput mesti sakit dada. Sakit dada tu perkara biasalah en lagi-lagi kalau kena tengah malam, rasa macam esok pagi you bangun terus mati.

2. Rokok?
No-no! He's not a smoker. I trust him. I HATE SMOKER faham?!

3. Selalu bukak baju padahal aircond kalau boleh nak 16 je?
I asked him about this question. And yeah dia selalu buat perangai gedik macam ni.

You know what, I risau okay sikit-sikit sakit dada :'( Tengok, dah sebak. Banjir jugak rumah No.7 ni kaaaang. Tsk okay semua selamat berpuasa! Teruskan usaha anda, kepadaa yang tak boleh tu tak payah lah datang sekolah bekas milo still ada kat mulut (zarin terasa tak haha?). Nanti orang yang puasa perasan tak pasal-pasal balik suruh mak buat milo untuk berbuka. Kesian mak. Jangan buli orang tua, tak baik.

OhMyGhost: Hutang I dengan EE sekarang RM205. Hambik kau! Mencarut lagi dekat Husband sendiri. Kan dah kena denda T.T

Ramadhan

Harlo!

Happy Fasting everyone. I'm thirsty right now. Arrr.

Surat untuk Sahabat Lama

Kepada : Hamis a.k.a Hanis Mat Tohit

Hai Hamis! Kenapa awak dah tak call saya macam dahulu? Awak dah tak ingat saya lagi ke? Saya selalu ingat awak walaupun saya sakit hati dengan awak sebab awak taknak keluar melepak macam selalu kita buat setiap kali awak balik dari Asrama Tahanan awak itu. Saya juga sakit hati sebab awak tak berusaha pun nak datang ke rumah saya setiap kali awak balik. Asyik saya sahaja yang datang ke rumah awak. Tapi tak kisah lah. Abah saya selalu tanya kenapa asyik saya sahaja yang datang rumah awak. Saya tahu awak banyak homework jadi saya malas nak suruh awak datang lepak rumah saya. Dan sekarang awak dah tak layan saya macam dulu. Saya tak tahu lah awak akan baca post ni ke tak. Entah lah awak.

Sekarang ini, Ramadhan dah dekat. Saya ingat lagi masa kita ponteng puasa belakang pokok dekat kantin sekolah rendah. Masa tu geng kita semua menari untuk majlis apa entah saya tak ingat. Awak pun dah macam lupa kawan-kawan kat sini. Kesian Nadia. Dia rindu awak. Dulu siap letak gambar awak jadi wallpaper handphone dia lagi. Saya bukanlah nak tuduh awak tak ingat kitorang. Saya tahu kitorang akan selalu dalam ingatan awak. Kalau tak pun, buat-buat je lah haha bodoh. Tapi saya terasa sebab awak tak call saya pun. Mungkin awak busy kat Tahanan sana tapi at least call lah saya. Tak saya, kawan-kawan yang lain. Haritu awak balik, bukan nak call terus. Cuba kalau awak kat tempat saya, mesti awak terasa kan. Saya rindu kat awak. Saya ada banyak gossip nak cerita dekat awak tapi disebabkan awak tak call saya, saya dah malas nak cerita bila awak balik nanti sebab banyak sangat.

Entah lah awak. Hurm. Dah lah, saya tak kisah lah kalau awak dah tak nak call saya lagi. Saya ada Zet, Rasyiqah, Nadia, Athirah, Halida dan lain yang selalu ada dekat saya. Atleast, tak lah rasa sangat bila awak tak call saya. Biarlah awak. Awak jangan terasa lah apa yang saya merepek ni. Saya cuma luahkan perasaan saya. Macam awak juga. Tak puas hati kat orang, lepas dekat belog. Sama lah saya.

Okay lah awak. Saya harap awak sihat sahaja kat sana. Assalamualaikum.

I'M FAT #2

Okay people, I'm serious now. My weight-50.5 kg. No way! The last time was 40+kg. Argh man, shitto. No wonder lah, Emir dah tak larat nak dukung I tsk. And now I'm the fattest girl in the world (ayat budak takde keyakinan diri). Grr, okay tell me what should I do now? Diet? Hurm I don't know how to start a healthy diet. I want a healthy diet! Hish takpe dah nak dekat puasa dah ni. At least boleh lah lost sikit, selagi tak melantak melebihi had perut masa berbuka. Terpaksa menahan nafsu malam dan siang. And now, I'm fasting. Three days to go to finish my puasa. I mean I ganti puasa for the last Ramadhan.

Hurm I want to keep my weight around 45 kg (at least) before Hari Raya. Go ATIKAH Go!

I promise you I won't leave you forever b. You know what, I MISS YOU SO BAD :')

GENTING 2010

Auw, suddenly I miss Genting so bad. We having so much fun at there. I want to go back :( Tsk. Aha. I still remember first night, Halida jer tidur nyenyak gila. Yang lain semua tak boleh tidur. Tehee, and then Amalia, Frodo, EE, Afiq and I went to Mcd and I lembap gila makan. I took an hour just to finish a burger. Diorang pulak dengan sabornya menunggu haha. Esok malamnya, we went to Kedai Mamak. Seriously Kedai Mamak paling bodoh -.- Lepastu Amin masuk bilik kitorang and I dengan kecohnya jerit-jerit sebab kaki I cramped. Ah stupido. Rasyiqah and I lari-lari cari Amalia padahal Amalia dalam bilik Frodo. And ternampak EE sexy tak pakai baju. Tumbuk Azmir yang badan macam tilam. Gebuuuu :B Last day, Athirah's bad day. Earing hilang, iron patah haih macam-macam. Haha. Seriously I miss all that :')

And the most akward things-Rasyiqah yang suka merepek. Black paper jadi Balik paper and Take away jadi Take care. Haha. Oh yeah and don't forget Abang Biru yang pandang I lain macam. Dah kena dngan Frodo pun macam ntah pape lagi. And EE slept on my shoulder. And and lepak Starbucks online sampai pagi. Minum benda sama 3 days berturut. And kita jumpa Aizat AF. And kita Omigle dengan Justin Bieber. And I buat Wishing Well 3 times and guess what, termabul!!! You should try it okay. And Halida tidur cakap sorang-sorang. And naik Airspace buat kita takde bontot. And naik roller coster. And naik Boat Air Busuk. Auww. And lepak depan bilik hotel sampai kena sound dengan orang sebelah. And Halida, Nana, Frodo and I buat gelak buang kahak sampai sekrang dijadikan wisel netball game bodoh. And and and Ahh banyak sangat 'and'. Banyak benda nak share tapi tak tahu nak mula dari mana :')

GENTING, I MISS YOU BABY.

*sigh

Kenapa baru sekarang?
Kenapa tak dulu masa aku tengah bebas?
Kenapa tak dulu masa aku tengah mengharap?
Kenapa tak dulu masa aku tengah menangis?
Kenapa tak dulu masa hati aku lenguh?

Pertanyaan demi pertanyaan yang bermain dalam kepala otak aku sekarang. Jangan memberi harapan boleh? Please. Aku merayu. Dan kau. Perlu ke kau sibuk? Dulu masa dia tengah tunggu kau, kau gantung dia macam orang bodoh. Bila dia dah ada aku, baru lah kau gedik balik. Kenapa setiap kali macam ni? Dulu pun begini. Bila dah takde apa-apa takde pula nak macam dulu. Apahal dengan Manusia 2010 ni?

Kau. Jangan pelik bila orang kutuk kau show off. Memang kau show off pun.

Lagi seorang manusia ni, gaduh tak selesai masalah. Aku bukan marah kau sebab kau belasah dia semalam, tapi sebab kau membesarkan perkara. Lepastu aku free kena. Aku kalau boleh taknak masuk campur. Sumpah aku cakap, aku boleh menangis kalau dia gaduh lagi. Nak tahu kenapa? Sebab aku taknak dia terhempit dalam masalah bodoh macam ni. Dan aku taknak disebabkan korang semua, kitorang dah tak rapat. Our friendship is forever okay.

Oh ghost, things are getting harder now.

Hari Bergelak Tawa

Harlo, hakalah Title dah tak boleh lagi haha. Finally exam is over! I did quite well this time cause if I get 8As I will have a new handphone. My Nokia is suck. I have to use earphone if somebody call. What a loser.

So today is such a wonderful day. Hehe only Rayiqah, Halida, Athirah knew it. I was stupid wondering what to do next. Oh ghost, lets forget about it. I got a cute Panda Bear from EE. Oh the bear is so cute :') Thanks! We watched Street Dance. Awesome man. I can take some steps from the movie. Tapi tak focus sangat lah haih. Dah cinema dia mcm kecik semacam. Pelik gila. Tak sejuk but I menggigil haha cacat. Tak focus sebab melayan EE disebelah. Kesian Rasyiqah di sebelah.

Then lepak Black Canyon about an hour. I kan kura-kura so lembap sikit makan. Haha I'm sooooo happy lately. I don't know why. My bestfriends-they are the best, they make me happy. Thanks "bies" :)

OhMyGhost: Halida taught me a lot about *tuuut* haha. Bodoh gila -.-

monolog dalaman

Atikah, kau jangan berangan boleh tak? Kau boleh ke hidup tanpa dia? Ah of course boleh. Eh tunggu, aku tak pasti lah. Exam lagi berapa hari ni. Kau dah study ke? Belum .. Dah tu, kalau belum, boleh lagi layan dia. Kau ni kenapa? Kau couple pun kena lah study jugak. Tak, ni bukan masalah couple ke tak. Ini masalah diri sendiri. Okay fine, aku takkan tegur dia untuk seminggu ni. Focus on my study. Okay harap kau berjaya Atikah. Okay bye.

Masakan #1

Harlo,

Today I buat double post yeah. This entry and "I'm fat" entry. So last Wednesday, I cooked Mee Goreng for my Chef EE! Sepatutnya dia yang kena masak untuk I cause dia kan nak jadi chef. Hekeleh chef lah konon. Tehee. I should give name for that Mee. Errr hah how about Mee Goreng Fobolos? Yeah it sounds sweet. Check it out bebeh; Mee Goreng Fobolos!

Uuuu, tapi kenapa macam comot gila periuk ni? Haha. Thanks for who compliment my Mee Goreng Fobolos teheee *bangga*. I'm so excited because this is my first time I cooked for myself & my EE.

Those who knows me better, I know for sure you want to see how my kitchen looked after I cooked it right. Yeah unfortunately photo tak dapat upload BOOOOO. Haha BARLO!

I'm fat

Harlo,

Dear belog,

I'm fat now. I don't know why. Tsk maybe I was happy lately and I ate too much of food. That's why I hate when I'm in love. I will eat and eat and eat until I realize how fat I am now. Stupid girl. You shouldn't do that okay. Okay now what? You want me to jog around Taman Rakyat? Oh my, please. I'm so tired. Hurm who will accompany me to go there?

Oh maybe this is not love's fault. Abah bought Nasi Lemak every morning for us. Non stop for two weeks. Yeah hell so it is Nasi Lemak's fault. I should eat cereals every morning. Starting from this day, mom has to buy me more cereals and milk for my breakfast! :B

I need to lost my weight at least 1 kg before Hari Raya