Harlo


Nothing interesting for today. Ahaks, well it's supposed to be for EVERYday. I don't know what is wrong with me and Zarin but both of us keeps using 'ahaks' words -_- It's like, our own gelak gedik. Ahaks! 


Hmmm I watched a movie just now. And I cried. Duuhhh, I should stop being so emotional. Ahaks. So yeah tomorrow I have a test from MRSM. Test ni macam untuk tengok either kita qualified masuk MRSM ke tak. Well oh well as usual I'm too lazy to revise Maths and Science. Besides MRSM, I ada buat permohonan for SBP too. Tengku Kursiah sounds interesting.... Ahaks! Dapat jumpa Zet nanti :3 


Emmm that's all for now, I guess. Lol macam orang femes pulak nak taip macam tu. Ahaks! Whatever, barlo xx


Wish me luck ;)

Unlimited cash, please?

Harlo

I woke up at 2 today. I can't sleep last night after watching PA2. Gila teringat dekat Toby dalam PA3....Lepastu Bloody Mary...Lepastu pocong...Lepastu muka Athirah...Lepastu rambut Halida..  

You know what?! I need money. Kechaing Kechaing $.$ I need money to buy a ticket of FTP for myself. It's like a birthday present for myself. Sebab nak mintak Abah and Mama hadiah lain, ahaks *gelak gatal*

Look, I have 50 bucks there. But too bad, itu duit kerajaan yang perlu digunakan untuk membelikan peralatan sekolah, baju sekolah dan buku sekolah. Lagi 50 sudah berjaya dirembat oleh Kak Mia. Datang kutip hutang yall haritu *lap air mata*

Hanya 2.20 sen sahaja *lap air mata lagi*

Kau tahu apa keburukan menangis? Just look at my left eye. Yep. 

Ya Allah! Halida just mentioned me in Twitter, "Eh aku rasa fanatic zone dah habis sebab aku tengok dekat ticket pro". The fuck......................... Mengapakah ketentuan seringkali begini?! Ya Allah, tolong lah hambamu ini~ *ambik pisau tikam Panda Bear*

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Salam Maal Hijrah

Assalamualaikum,

What-a-boring Saturday. Start my day with his voice. Lol yeah, comel as always. Kemas rumah lepastu layan Hindustan. Habis je Hindustan, terus tidur sampai pukul 7. Still sleepy gila okay?! Took my bath and tiba-tiba teringat dekat Fikri yang nak Cake Rainbow. Tiba-tiba teringat dekat Kak Mia's birthday. Rasa macam ada janji something dekat dia tapi tak ingat... Yang I ingat, dia cakap nak join birthday kat FTP. Hmmm. Tiba-tiba teringat next week kena teman Alia Ghazali dating dengan her new boyfriend. 

Seriously kalau dalam toilet, tengah mandi, macam-macam benda terfikir. Lol me :| So yeah whatever, I'm off to sleep. My body feels so weak right now. My mom just can't stop yelling and shouting. Rimas k. Barlo people. 

A post for Fikri

Harlo Fikri,


Nah for Rainbow Cake :


500g butter, 


500g caster sugar,


10 eggs (aku rasa kau tak perlu any eggs for cheese cake)


500g self raising flour


First of all, kau preheat oven 160c, then kau just mix everything. Kalau nak buat icing, make sure vanilla essence banyak. Nanti bau telur macam cake kitorang kuat. Good luck! Bagi aku sikit okay :3


Barlo

Nurina, can I have this kind of photo with him? :')

Harlo

I'm pretty excited about 2012. I don't know why but I can feel that many great things will happen in 2012. Oh yeah besides FTP, Coldplay is coming to Malaysia too! 

Maybe too much of shits in 2011? Yeah, I guess so.. Whatever it is, I'm just trying to say that I miss 2010. A lot, okay? 2010 was too awesome for me. Many great things with great people came into my life. Everything was making sense in 2010. Everything was perfect.

And I want that to happen in 2012. I want 2012 to give my old life back. Insyaallah. Barlo xx

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FOSTER THE PEOPLE'S CONCERT WILL BE ON 13TH JANUARY 2012.

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IT'S ON MY BIRTHDAY ASDFGHJKL ASDFGHJKL ASDFGHJKL I CAN'T WAIT! *excited face* *tunjuk braces* *kenyit mata kanan* *tunjuk thumbs up* *mucungkan mulut*

URGH I'M SO EXCITED CAN DIE!

Harlo


It's 0054 and I'm having my hot Milo right now. Heaven~ haha. 


So yeah I was watching tv with Abah when one of his ex-s called me. Both of us had a great conversation with each other. I feel pity for her. And I feel like killing him right now.


Dear Emir,


I know you may not read this, but yeah who knows..


Giving girls a hope doesn't make you look cool or what-so-ever. You are such a dick. You used SPM as your reason to leave? Wow such a great bullshit you got there. Oh come on, dude. You're 17 not 7. Use your brain. 


I don't know what to say. I thought you are the one for me but now I realize how stupid I am to even think that way. I'd enough with this kind of shit. You and your pathetic life can get the fuck out from my life. You make up story about me to your girl. That shows how immature you are. I called and texted you? Nehh, tak ingin weh tak ingin. I don't have time to text nor to call you. You told your girl that I'm desperate for you? HAHAHAHA yes, I was. But for now, in your face, dude. 


One thing you should now my 'friend', yes, of course you will find better girl than me, but remember, the girl will never be me because I'm stronger than a man. 


"Don't make a woman or a girl cry. Allah counts her tears" 


I'm sorry for cursing too much. Barlo.

Harlo

*Hehehe sorry, I'm just too lazy to move my lazy ass. I mean, my printer is way too far from my room* Well I hope it's clear. That is me with my late Grandpa, Tok Di. He passed away because of cancer. And hell yeah baby, I miss him so much right now. 

The reason why I make this post is because I was so emotional when I knew that Anis Anissa had just passed away. Actually I don't even know who is Anis Anissa but when I read her tweets, I cried so hard. That was really sad. Who knows, after I post this entry, Allah takes my breath away. Who knows?! 

I would like to fake my death and see who will react with my death. Will my parents cry for me? Will my friends come to visit me? Will he regret for letting me go? Will my girls give me a last kiss before Imaam pray for me? I bet, no ones will. At this moment, I just feel like no one loves me. No one appreciates me! 

'Kun Faya Kun' . Have you ever heard these three words? Yes, I believe in those three words. 

Semoga Tok Di and Anis tenang di sana. Al-Fatihah.

Barlo

New life is hard

"Sometimes you promise someone forever but it doesn't work out that way"


I know this is weird but I have to admit that I'm still stuck. But hell yeah, I got a new boy right now. Yes, he makes me laugh. He makes me happy. Eventhough honestly, I'm forcing myself to love him right now. He asked me to be his girl for about 4 times before this. I can't say 'No' anymore. I have to give myself a chance to be happy because I know, I believe in him. I believe that he can make me happy when everyone else can't, just the way Hardcore always did. 


It's actually kinda hard to have someone new in my life. I have to introduce him to my life one by one. From myself to my family and my friends. I think it's very important for him to know how I deal with my life. I knew him since I was in a relationship with Aliff but we were not really that closed ya know. And yeah I want him to know how I deal with my family. I mean, I have a really beautiful family. I want him to get along with my girls. And know that my girls are my everything. He has to understand that. No matter what, my girls are more important than him.


It has been about a week since both of us in this relationship. I know this is selfish but I want him to know everything about who the real me first before I know about himself. I'm kinda paranoid to be in a relationship. I'm scared of getting hurt. I'm scared of hoping too much. But yeah as Nana's said, we have to think positive. Who knows, maybe he is serious and sincere to be with me? But afterall, I want him to know about my past. So that he will always remind himself not to hurt me just the way Hardcore did.


The best part is kitorang pernah couple in only 24 hours and break. I was not very sure about my feelings on that time. At first, he was not okay about it. He was shocked and he apologized to me because he failed of making me happy. Then, a few hours after that, he bbm-ed me and asked me to be his girl back. He wants to be serious with me. He wants to make me happy. I still remember, he said "I taknak tengok you menangis. Buat apa I nak you menangis? I nak you happy". The moment I heard it, my walls fell down one by one. This is it. I have to forget the past. And yeah, I accept him with all my heart. I guess, he is lucky. Very lucky. Lol


I hope everything will be fine between us. I know this relationship won't last forever, but I want him  to atleast have a relationship that he will never forget. I will make him happy. I will support him. But trust me, this is nothing for me. I know this relationship is no-where. 


To Tajul Imran, congratulations! Happy Birthday.

Foster The People is coming to Malaysia! :') 

Barlo

Harlo


Athirah just went back from Genting! Tak sebenarnya dah lama tapi baru dapat gambar. I'm so jelly okay. Like seriously. And she captured all the memorable places. Thanks Athirah, love you :')

This is Wishing Well. I've tried it before. I rolled my 50 cents and BAAAAAAM! My wish came true. For six months je. Haih life~ 

Yang ni, dekat depan Rock Climbing punya tempat. We can see the indoor roller-coaster from here. Tempat ni asdhjkl tempat bersejarah. I met Abang Blue at here. Abang Blue kena marah dengan Frodo dekat sini. Amalia menghabiskan sisa kenangan dekat sini. And Francisco peluk I dekat sini. Eh? Lol whutt? 

Oh yeah last 11/11/11, Athirah went out with his crush. So sweet, I can die.

Bestpren Poreber!

Harlo

I love her. Eh tak, tipu je. Tak sayang langsung. Hope mati cepat bersama Alan kau tu. 

Barlo

"I'm not weird, I'm just limited edition"

Cousin : 

"So you are more to yourself eh?"

Me        :

"Sort of.."

Cousin :

"Why eh?"

Me         :

"Umm to be honest, I don't like this school. I don't like all these people in this school. Orang cakap I sombong. Nehh"

Cousin :

"I like that. Sombong is nice actually."

Har har actually this conversation has nothing to do with this entry. I'm sorry.

It's 2:41 and my eyes are still wide open. I'm actually having insomnia... No, I was joking. I woke up late this morning so yeah of course I can't sleep right now. Hmm I wonder why most of strangers always said that I'm weird. Weird or sombong? Perbezaan yang melampau disitu ye. Please take note.

Yeah, to be honest, I'm weird. You can ask my ex. I don't know where is my ex now. He is going to sit for his SPM next week and I hope he can't can do it. Lol I don't really give a damn about him anymore. Let him be happy with his life. And his new girlfriend. Or girlfriendS. Note the difference please.

But still, you can ask him if you want to know how weird I am. I always asked him to buy weird things. Ikut kewangan dia, kalau dia tengah kaya, dapat lah barang tu. Kalau dia tengah miskin, haaaa memang tak lah. Tapi mostly I didn't get pun those things. The weird-est thing I'd asked him to buy was, a giraffe. No-no, it's not a real giraffe but haih I don't how to explain that thing. But sadly, I didn't get it. And I couldn't find it by myself.

I love weird things and I love to talk about weird stuffs. But I don't how to explain those weirdness in words. So yeah, it's raining now. Panda Bear is waiting for me. Assalamualaikum. Barlo~

Old friend to Best friend :')

I just got this poto in Facebook. Hell yeah Nurina looks pretty *innocent jap...* Lol k. And something strikes to my heart. I miss her. I miss all my girlfriends. All of us just stay at home since PMR is over. Seriously of course we wanna hangout together, but haih as they said "No transport = booooom! No lyfe". Eh wtf am I talking about? -_-

I met Nurina when I was 8, umm around 2005 maybe? We were in the same class. Fortuitously, our moms were bestfriend when they were in the university. Years after years, both of us became very very close. Some people even thought we are siblings. Hehe. My parents really love her and they are glad that both of us stilll close with each other until now :')

From the way she takes care of me whenever I need her, I know that she really loves me. Am I right, Nurina? NO?! Okay... *tunduk bawah kesat air mata* Lol. Oh yeah the most thing I love about her is she always believes in me. To have someone who believes in us even if we make a wrong decision is the best thing ever, ya know. I feel blessed, Alhamdulilah. I know that she believes that I can move on. She believes that I'm pretty whenever I feel insecure.

Thanks Nurina for our friendship! I love you. I can't wait to see what is going to happen for the next 10 years between both of us.

Barlo

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

My fav photo with my cousin, Ferman hihihi.

Harlo evelibadi,

Uhmm this is quite a serious entry. Lol jk, not really.

So many things happened to me for these past few days. Since I got my BB, I found out many truths from him. Maybe Allah wanna show me all these shits. I'm not gonna share about those shits here. Plus, nobody would ever care about it, rite? So yeah..

My friends, even myself, told me that I'm such a selfish girl to do that decision. People said, "if we love that person, we have to let em' go, watch em' happy even if it's hurt".  But not for me. Yes, I'm selfish. Deal with it.

But to be honest, I'm trying so hard to make myself happy. I learn how to play guitar by myself. And guess what, it works! I already found a solution of how to deal with these shits. Yeay me hewhew.

"True love is when you shed a tear and still want him.,

It’s when he ignores you and you still love him,


It’s when he loves another but you still smile and say ‘I am happy for you’,


When all you really do is cry and cry."

And yeah, I keep reminding myself that he could never find a girl like me. I know I'm different. Eh wait, I'm not different, I'm limited edition. Lolz. I think, I'm done with this 'love' things. I love to be single. And hell yeah baby, I'm totally ready to mingle with all my friends *flips hair*

Last but not least, I hope karma will hit him one fine day.

Barlo